A Letter To Myself

Depression
Anxiety
OCD
Recovering cutter
Suicidal
Anaemic

I hate my hair
I hate my eyes
I hate my nose
I hate my body
I hate myself

Fat
Ugly
No collarbones
No thigh gap
No motivation
No energy
No friends

“Emo”
“Ugly”
“Fat”
“Suicidal”
“Cutter”
“Bitch”
“Slut”
“Cunt”
“Disgusting”
“Different”
“Kill yourself”


No one cares
You’re not normal
Just kill yourself
No one would notice

You don’t deserve to live
What normal person thinks about suicide?

Who looks in the mirror and cries at their reflection?

“Mirror, mirror can’t you see that what you show is killing me”