Awakened

I don't want to go back to the past
No laughs
Where not a smile would appear upon the face for years
Where the days seemed long
And the nights so cold
When I always felt alone
But no fear was ever shown
And so I'd drown inside my poems
Writing soon was an escape
It'd take me out of this place and the pain it would erase
Even all the heartbreaks
The struggles , the tears, the build up of all the years
Madness to sadness
I was stranded
Couldn't stand it
Depression....
And so I question..
"Why me?"
It was always why
But it's time to say good bye
Time to actually try
Change the thinking of the mind
And try to really be fine
Live my life as there was no tomorrow because there'd be no time for sorrow
No time to waste
And now I see how life's everything
I've awaken.