the last time..

All hope is gone,
The remainder of my time has been lost,
The patience that I have at this point is slim to none,
My life has been a waste of not only my time but everybody else’s,
It is now time for my departure from this waste land they call a home,
Sickness overwhelms me,
Trust and mistrust,
Love and hate,
Despair.. Depression.. Life.. Death..
Sanity.. Insanity..
Saving myself to save everybody else,
Why should I try to make everybody else happy when it seems that the only thing that makes then happy is when I am miserable?
S (he’s) br (ok) en..
S (he) be (lie)
The forgotten must forgive,
The forgiven has already been forgotten,
The island of hope has been sank a long while ago,
The life we must live has already been written out for us and no changes can be made,
They break my heart at a blink of an eye,
I was there to watch them leave,
All the times I've let them in just for them to go again,
Nowhere to hide,
This is the last time…