All A Lie

I love to see my world fall apart
I love to have a broken heart

I love to see my friends leave
I love to make myself bleed

I love to find my life has shatered
I love to find my life never mattered

I love to think myself as dead
I love I can't quiet the voices in my head

I love my stress tears me down
I love my crush makes me frown

I love how I cry every night
I love how I always want to fight

I love how my crush loves another
I love how I always feel so smothered

I love how i'm bounded by my chains
I love how I feel the constant pains

I love that all of this I have said
Is all a lie.....and I wish I was dead