Please dont die

 How can they send you away
to go home and die!
do they know how you must feel
having months weeks or days
your future whipped away

your children and wife watching
you deteriate
i want this to be a mistake!
but its too late!

you know and accept your dying
but dont know exactly how
but we do and are lying
as we smile also crying

i wish it was me rather than you
you dont deserve to die
your young it wasnt expected
your life now projected
to end

a cruel painful death as we all know
first your memory, then your sight
your body wiltering away towards the light
nothing will change
you cannot fight

there is no cure
a million to 1 chance
of you getting this illness
then gone in a glance

i need to be strong for my sisters and neices
but really inside im going to piceses

i cant say goodbye to you tomorrow
my heart is heavy and full of sorrow
so i will smile and laugh
hold your hand
and pray to god
that you understand

im missing you already
and you havent even gone
im feeling really weak
but you are so strong

this is so fucking wrong

I LOVE YOU