Me, Myself, and Serenity

I felt like a fly on a wall today.
Sitting there, unnoticed.

I didn't like it much.

The lack of attention I got was
So unfamiliar, so unwanted.

Yet it was weirdly relaxing.
The world left me alone
To die a peaceful death.

A gift of inconsideration on their part.

A lovely surprise to me.

My hatred was fueled often,
Ignited by fears of relaxation.
And fears of giving in to it all.

But here I am, drifting
Into the abyss

Of Serenity.