Fraudulent Love

You telling me you never felt that i loved you cuts deeper than anything those sleeves are trying to hide on your wrist. The stars crackling, love crashing down all around us. The sweet words you spoke are now a vague memory. the memory of you brushing fingertips against my lips is something I've forgotten. The feeling of you forcing me to force you by your hips onto my bed to imprint my love inside you is a feeling i was so familiar with but has now been forgotten. I don't even know where your love went, i try to search for it at the bottom of every bottle and the end of every lit blunt i can find. You never told me you love me and meant it. You say actions speak louder than words but baby sometimes the heart just needs to hear it.