Perfectly Numb

Running in circles
Her dizziness an escape
She feels perfectly numb
Her future so bright yet dark
An endless war with the mind
Trapped on the dark side of existence
She dreams of colorful rainbows
She wants the rain to go away
This endless storm called life
The thunder is so loud
She is so afraid
Crying silently
A false smile on her face
She must look brave
Screaming so loud
Nobody can hear
She just wants to be free
From her self
Life such a sad song
Constantly on repeat
She covers her ears with rage
She just wants to noise to stop
Moments of clarity forbidden
She screaming so loud
Nobody is listening
She dreams of bright rainbows
Pretty blue skies
It’s always raining
In her mind
The perfect storm
She walking in circles
The numbness so beautiful
She feels so alone
Nobody understands
Her cries muted
A false smile paints her face
She must be brave