as my sanity crumbles under reality

Yesterday feels like a distance dream... Its hard to believe it really happen... And to day feels so numb... Every day life feels like a haze... Its hart to think, sleep or just pay attention... I truly don't know whats going on... Evey second of every day it feels like I am trapped in my head... Where only I can here my diluted thoughts... At times I find my self trying to see life.... But I can't make it thought eyes... I feel I can only see straight with my eyes clutched shut... I don't know whats going on... Sometimes I find my self in a thought so deep where no matter how much I speak... My words fall short... I can't tell if this is a gift or a just one bad dream... But it's slowly taking my sanity... My mind will wonder on the true questions that will never be answer...I believe I have lost my sanity...