Ravaging Thoughts

I'm the captain of my own fate.
I have too much pride when i'm offered help for my troubles, i deny it and handle it.  
The ship that drives my will has crash landed on a desolate planet.
Problem is, that it's in my mind so i'm surely all alone.  
So out of touch with the real world, i don't know where my feelings go.  
Unclaimed thoughts ravage my mind trying to find their place, shadows of a lost smile so ghost like, it'll never leave a trace.
Yesterday's memories and the thoughts of happiness are too far gone, maybe the wish for something better was too far tossed.
 
 
 
 
i might write more to the poem later so keep checking in :D