My Drug

Alone in a world
That understand
Separate from
Every other man
No one to talk to
But crying it can make
Me fall to my knees
When days dosage I take

Flooding my senses
Take me away
I could spend time here
Never ending day
Making me happy
Cry tears if joy
I never understood
This language as boy

Only some speak it
Seems fewer read
All are able to hear it
If tried to perceive
But some do not feel it
As strong as do I
And for those lonely souls
I do weep and cry

For hearing the language
And knowing the mean
Makes me feel human
And unlike machine
I cannot go one
One day it without
For if I miss dosage
In anger I shout

But I must return soon
Back to what is real
Back to machine
And I cannot feel
Press pause on my iPod
And music does end
Until I hear 'gain
My life I must fend