Never in Love

Folding...
In on ...my current universe
Here I go again
Saturated in that emotion...

So Highly overated...
Fantasy...has finally dissapated
Into..Those well worn lines
that fade...
With the light of the Truth

You...never Loved me...
and I....

Thought being lonely
would make me Love you...

Funny how..
we were both wrong...
broken records...
limping through
that same sad song

Truth Is...
Our dance
Didnt last that long

More like a jingle
from a 30 second commercial

You did make me smile
for a while...

I couldnt brood in my blues
while they played our Interlude

You kept me occupied...
Long enough for me
to not loose my mind
For that I am grateful.

Yet I regret...in some way
That we...are not meant to be.

You ...with your Lion-like Machismo

I can only imagine
what it may have been like
to be in your world
more that the 5 hot minutes
I was there...

I can only imagine...
your warmth on my neck now
phantom whipers in the night

I can only image
your arms around me
soothing my bad dreams away...

But we...
were never meant to be
That's why Im gone...

Only looking over my shoulder
in my mind... One last time.

No heavy heart is needed
It's less baggage that way.
No tears
to cry...because I
have simply done enough of that
already....
Its just goodbye because
We...were never  in Love