I was looking for you

 I was looking for you all my life,
My love to you is killing me now like a knife.
The loneliness is recently my best friend,
It will stay so close to me till the end.

I was looking for your lips every day,
And now you have gone so far away.
The coldness is now cuddling me every night
And I have lost forever my guiding light.

I was looking for your hands so many years
And now I have only the touch of my tears.
I am dreaming every night to see you in the sky,
That dream is the only thing making me feel  like I fly.

Every second I was looking to hear the whisper of your voice.
Now for me staying hurt and alone is the only my choice.
My cold bed is hugging and kissing me day by day,
And I am asking the Universe why did you fly away.

I was looking for love and the destiny met us,
You were to me sometimes as bold as brass,
But I wanted to love you just the way you are
And now I can`t believe you are so, so far.

Finally I found what I was looking for
And now I am alone without any hope
I don`t believe I will love again any more
You are the only thing that I want on the Earth globe.