DADDY I MISS YOU

i miss you daddy          
honestly          
i do          
           
i miss you when we fight          
and when we argue.          
................          
           
you stand            
two feet away from me            
but it feels like ten thousand            
           
distance!          
knows us by name          
           
i know you miss mommy          
and i miss her too          
but i hate it          
when we argue          
.................          
           
the air suddenly          
became so thin          
i couldn't even breath.....          
   
but you remained quiet            
daddy          
so quiet!!!          
as i began          
to scream          
           
you cried so silently          
as i slammed          
my door        
            
i miss you daddy          
i do            
but i can't          
take this sadness          
anymore          
.............          
           
it feels like          
all my dreams          
and all you've hoped for          
has been destroyed          
   
and when i tried to speak          
my words could never            
reach you anymore          
           
i watch you          
sweep the glass          
from off the floor          
and i knew in my heart          
i'm now on my own          
           
but i miss you daddy       
yes!!!         
i do          
i'm just wishing            
we never argued          
...........          
           
minutes passed          
that felt like years          
and in our house          
silence still remains            
           
my lips            
became so numb            
your heart filled          
with tear's          
   
rage dwells    
in this place          
...........        
           
i tried to reach          
out to you daddy          
but i couldn't          
   
as my body was unable          
to move,          
           
i'm trapped             
in my anger          
i'm filled with such hate        
   
and daddy        
am so        
ashamed........        
          
           
i'm scared!!!!          
       
.................          
           
but i miss you.          
       
honestly        
i do         
i miss you        
when        
 we          
          
argue ..........