Shadderd Again

My heart is broken
My heart unspoken
I am stronger this round
My eyes are not looking down
I wear a smile to cover my pain
Another scar gained
Love is a reality Ill never know
Gone crazy like the poet Poe
My futer is dark and gray
I hate feeling this way
When my heart gets shadderd
I feel like I dont matter
I know God is the light
It was hard to see him last night
I am single yet again
In love I never win
The only love that has stayed
The lord took him away
This is how my life goes
like blood on white snow.
Snow is cold and perfect
Blood is red like smeard lip stick.
I cry myself to sleep yet again
In this empty bed.
Some day Ill smile and be happy
Ill sleep with thought of yesterday.
"Good night" dark and empty sheets.
Its only you and me.