I'm Fine

Thoughts of you once made
me smile,
Now makes me cringe with
pain,
You've took away a part of me,
And now I'm not the same.

I'm spiraling out of control,
Drinking more and more each day,
I grab another bottle,
To help rid me of your face.

It's sad to think about you,
And just how much you've changed,
Conversations once comforting,
Are now awkward and strange.

It sucks that I sit here and cry,
Because you no longer give a fuck,
You wanted someone else more,
Oh just my luck.

I'm tired of this bullshit pain,
That I'm stuck with all the time,
But you'll never know my sorrow,
Because to you I'll say I'm fine.