A SORRY FUL LOVE

i worry!
yes i worry alot!
constantly thinking
if i was ever good enough,

i felt ur love,
but it wasn't something i was use too
so i waited patiently,
hoping to see the real you

words could never tell how i feel inside
you share your thoughts,
i felt like dieing that night

i never knew you
but how quickly i gave u me
now im siting here,
trying to burn your memories

i fell inlove with.....
only my thoughts of u
beating my body like your drum
caressing my deepest altitude

now i feel like
your merely just a man
someone i could hate too
so i hope u understand

here i am
hoping someone could abuse you
because never in a million years
if i had known
would i ever chose you......THE END