Phantasmal Fantasies

Dear future girlfriend: --



I want you in my mind, my heart, and my thoughts.

                    Devour me with love and never let go.

        I need you to hold me tight and tell me it will be alright.

             Hold me tighter.

                                   Tighter.

                       Even tighter until I can't breath.

    Until your scent is all I know.

              Tell me you love me, but only if you mean it.

Please don't say it like some cheap word.

             So many times I've heard you in my ear.

                      So many ways I know you're not here.

    So many empty images in my thoughts.

Who are you?

                Where are you?

                         How can I make you mine?

You're someone I could never know.

                                        Is that the truth?

                 I cannot reason with myself.

So many times, I wish, just wish, for someone.

                                But who are you?

                 Where are you?

                   Will you give me a sign.

                                  Just show me the way.

   I need to know your soft embrace.

                            I need to sleep by your side.

        I need to kiss you once twice, and ever after.

    But all I have are these fantasies of who you could be.

All I have are these fantasies, fantasies, phantasmal fantasies.