It is always you

Why do I come when you call?
Why do I trip and why do I fall?
I love you this is true
But breaking my heart is what you do.
Unsure if your inlove with me
Yet you wont set me free.
I move on get away
You rill me back on threw the breaking waves.
Why do I love you?
This habit isnt new
this love I have for you.
Many say I shouldnt come near
Many say release your fears.
Teirs have been cryed
I even tryed
to make myself die
A coctail of jack and pills
This is how love feels.
You couldnt even release me then
said yet we can only be friends.
Im confused on what to do
Yet I still come runnig back to you.