I need you more than before

I need you …
In the morning, in the afternoon, in the night.
I need you always. You were so close.
I kissed you. I hugged you. I touched you.
It was real.
Now I need you more in my mind.
I kiss you. I hug you. I touch you. In my mind.
It is more than everything else that is real.
I need to believe, that it is real.
I can`t say I love you.
There is no power in these words.
I wanted to give you the energy of the love through my fingers.
I wanted to give you the shine of my heart  through my eyes.
I wanted to give you the tenderness of my soul through my skin.
I kiss you. I hug you. I touch you...
I need you more than before.