A new Dawn...

these glowing white wings i held up so high
are now black and broken, beyond repair
I start hating myself for letting go
it just seemed that the end was nigh,

but through these black tears i saw your face
the light that shone before me, i wanted to embrace
but with wings of mine, still bleeding,
my body began to ache and burn.

this hapiness my heart long sought after, i cannot reach
my body, twitching with wicked laughter
this line i want to cross to see the light
i cannot reach

the sadness anger that filled my heart began to burn
i knew it was now my time to turn
to save myself from this twisted life
i decided to rid myself of this strife

i reached for my broken wings and began to pull
the flesh tearing from the little strength i had left
this light feeling, am I free?
with my wings beside me shall i draw my last breath?

my eyes are closed, all I see is black
But even in this eternal darkness i hear a voice
unable to move, unable to act, yet i feel no fear
this being came to comfort me.

my eyes are open and i see her face
is this the one which i wanted to embrace?
i cannot help but let out a smile
but she is so sad,tears flowing for me?

my face is wet, is she crying over me?
im the one who fell so helplessly
from the pearly gates which i called home
to end up here, it must be fate?

suddenly, this softness.. this warmth
her face so close to mine.. her eyes closed
our lips have joined each other, her tears still falling
my heart, begins to beat rapidly, the i hear those words

"Please.... Don't die.. please.."

the pain fades, i feel.... alive..
as i move to sit up, she staggers backwards
with tears flowing like waterfalls she reaches forwards..
her palm feels my cheek, it's warm...

she then lunges and hold me close, just crying..
for happiness? i don't know, but still i embrace her
to feel this warm feeling after years of sorrow
I begin to shed tears, once were of blood
but now are crystal clear

i notice she is feeling my back, i begin to panic
but looking in the reflection of glass nearby
i see no wings behind me, nor beside me
have i thrown away what was most dear to me?
to feel the warmth of another again?

the only reminder i have of those times before
are the two scars, symmetrical to each other on my back
but with the past put aside, i can now look forward
to the time i have here with the one i love

on the warm summer mornings i get up early
just to see the sun at the break of dawn.
reminds me that anything can happen
as long as you believe in those you love...

"Silent screams, remminating dreams.