Lost in Blue Shadows

She is unsure of the outcome
the finale feels as if it is around the corner,
She has been steadfast and persuaded
was it needless as she sees the darkness shunned?

Not again as she heaves deep sighs of piercing pain
it rocks her core and touches every nerve within her body,
She is aware of the agony that visited not long ago
Not to sound broken but from a precipice her heart hangs,

The physical excruciation can't be rhymed into neat verse
Or placed in a box of poetic cliches with art, thou and thee,
She existed to love this once and she tripped upon it
No planning could prepare nor ever be rehearsed,

Promises shattered like glass falling into a motif
Slivers sparkle delicately yet mirror thoughts
Jagged pieces prick the very soul now tinged with scarlet tears
Why ask why or cry or beg she simply falls down on her knees,

Never again she promises the shadow walking right beside her
She sobs again into the pillow with the rusty drops,
That linger and melt while silent screams go unnoticed
Hands that held her heart are gone and heaving she resides forlorn.