To My Little Bird

I'm so grateful for you, you have no idea how much I appreciate and rely on your existence. Without your knowing, your outstretched arm was my pillar of support, your laughter the only thing I could hear. You think I helped you to survive, you think I am a strong person who will let you lean on them if your legs are to weak to stand. In all honesty you were my unknowing hero and a friend I desperately needed.
So, I thank you for every sweet word you've written towards me.
I thank you for being who you are, and telling me nothing but the truth about myself, yourself and the world.
The time I spent talking to you is a serene, peaceful paradise away from a reality full of bull **** and drama.
By easing your heartache mine ceases to matter. By listening to your troubled thoughts I can be a better person.
I have trust issues and so do you, but I think one of my best memories is meeting you and one of my worst fears is losing you.
I worry, not knowing if you are safe or happy, but it makes me thrilled to hear you smiled during your day because of me.
My only wish is for you to one day, know everything there is to know about me. And hope beyond a reasonable hope, that you will accept all of me.
I want you to know that with every fiber of my being, as my sister and as my beloved little bird, I love you.