Submissions by yesteryearsrequiem
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write therefore I am
SELF POEM
Published
21st Feb 2014 5:45pm
21st Feb 2014 5:45pm
In My Mind
As I lie sleepless
All alone in my bed
The dark waves roil and crash
Foreshadowing the coming storm in my head
The storm throws shrapnel of memories past
Of things to come
Of life's wretchedness
Against the thin barricade of my subconscious
As the bunker of safety begins to crack around me
Poison barbs scream through the gaps
Their toxins infecting me
Sending my mind hurling into the maelstrom
Why
Who am I
Why does this happen to me Life just go away
Paininsomniaregret desolation
Destructionofallthingssacred whoami...
All alone in my bed
The dark waves roil and crash
Foreshadowing the coming storm in my head
The storm throws shrapnel of memories past
Of things to come
Of life's wretchedness
Against the thin barricade of my subconscious
As the bunker of safety begins to crack around me
Poison barbs scream through the gaps
Their toxins infecting me
Sending my mind hurling into the maelstrom
Why
Who am I
Why does this happen to me Life just go away
Paininsomniaregret desolation
Destructionofallthingssacred whoami...
61 reads
1 Comment
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
17th Feb 2014 9:17pm
17th Feb 2014 9:17pm
From the Depths
See that thing?
It crawls ragged from the depths
That creature
That monster
That battered unrecognizable filth
That thing that crawls from the depths
You can see it's pain
It's sorrow
You can see its determination to rise even after countless falls
This battered tortured beast
So determined to take the beatings
Survive the falls
And crawl once more
Out from the depths
This monstrosity
This unbelievable survivor
This thing so beaten, battered, bruised
So...
Determined
This thing is the soul of a...
It crawls ragged from the depths
That creature
That monster
That battered unrecognizable filth
That thing that crawls from the depths
You can see it's pain
It's sorrow
You can see its determination to rise even after countless falls
This battered tortured beast
So determined to take the beatings
Survive the falls
And crawl once more
Out from the depths
This monstrosity
This unbelievable survivor
This thing so beaten, battered, bruised
So...
Determined
This thing is the soul of a...
58 reads
1 Comment
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
12th Feb 2014 4:28pm
12th Feb 2014 4:28pm
The Spiral
Down Down Down it spins
Watch it go
It never ends
The spiral consumes
Sucks the air from your lungs
Spinning so fast
Each vain attempt at a breath
Only an airless gasp
Down Down Down it spins
Watch it go
It never ends
This spiral it starts
With a single step
Watch the ground crumble
Down and away
You try to run but only manage to stumble
Down Down Down it spins
Watch it go
It never ends
You see it now
As you fall
That you only have yourself to blame
So as the fall batters you more...
Watch it go
It never ends
The spiral consumes
Sucks the air from your lungs
Spinning so fast
Each vain attempt at a breath
Only an airless gasp
Down Down Down it spins
Watch it go
It never ends
This spiral it starts
With a single step
Watch the ground crumble
Down and away
You try to run but only manage to stumble
Down Down Down it spins
Watch it go
It never ends
You see it now
As you fall
That you only have yourself to blame
So as the fall batters you more...
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Feb 2014 4:42am
11th Feb 2014 4:42am
In This Place
In this place
I see the world
Not for what it is
But for what I wish it never was
In this place
The taste of sin
It dances on my lips
A dance so smooth
So hot and strong
And yet so soft and kind
In this place
I am alone
But shrug off the weight I bear
And for a moment
If only one
I can leave it sitting there
The bad the ugly
The mine the yours the theirs
The weight I carry
Of which most are unaware
Sitting here
I see it clear
Where it all divides
What's mine to bear...
I see the world
Not for what it is
But for what I wish it never was
In this place
The taste of sin
It dances on my lips
A dance so smooth
So hot and strong
And yet so soft and kind
In this place
I am alone
But shrug off the weight I bear
And for a moment
If only one
I can leave it sitting there
The bad the ugly
The mine the yours the theirs
The weight I carry
Of which most are unaware
Sitting here
I see it clear
Where it all divides
What's mine to bear...
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SELF POEM
Published
13th Jan 2014 3:52am
13th Jan 2014 3:52am
Drop by drop
Clink
Clink
Clink
The stones hit my glass
Sweet smelling poison awaits as the cap leaves the bottle
A searing burn to warm a frigid soul
Truly
Its only fuel for the fire
Each drop igniting another painful spark
Until I lay a withered husk
All that was me reduced to smoldering coals
Finally the numbness kicks in
One?
Two?
Five glasses?
I don't remember now
Doesn't really matter I guess
Momentarily saved from myself
The end justifies the means
I'm here
No need to ask myself how
Drifting...
Clink
Clink
The stones hit my glass
Sweet smelling poison awaits as the cap leaves the bottle
A searing burn to warm a frigid soul
Truly
Its only fuel for the fire
Each drop igniting another painful spark
Until I lay a withered husk
All that was me reduced to smoldering coals
Finally the numbness kicks in
One?
Two?
Five glasses?
I don't remember now
Doesn't really matter I guess
Momentarily saved from myself
The end justifies the means
I'm here
No need to ask myself how
Drifting...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
4th Dec 2013 10:00pm
4th Dec 2013 10:00pm
The Highest Low
My hands shake
Pupils dilate
I soar into regretful oblivion
This ecstasy
Brings a pain unbearable
Eyes wide
To see the world
In all of its grotesque vibrancy
Pupils dilate
I soar into regretful oblivion
This ecstasy
Brings a pain unbearable
Eyes wide
To see the world
In all of its grotesque vibrancy
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2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Nov 2013 5:05am
27th Nov 2013 5:05am
The Names of the Whispering Wind
Can you hear them
The tales they spin
The lies they tell
The truths therein
Can you read their ancient tongue
Enjoy the tunes of their songs unsung
They carry across the fields
The streams
In gentle whispers
In howling screams
I speak to them now
Just as I spoke to them then
For the knowledge they carry
Is of ancient deliverance
To atone for our modern sin
These voices of sages and tyrants within
They ride on the breeze
Bearing the names of the whispering wind
The tales they spin
The lies they tell
The truths therein
Can you read their ancient tongue
Enjoy the tunes of their songs unsung
They carry across the fields
The streams
In gentle whispers
In howling screams
I speak to them now
Just as I spoke to them then
For the knowledge they carry
Is of ancient deliverance
To atone for our modern sin
These voices of sages and tyrants within
They ride on the breeze
Bearing the names of the whispering wind
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1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
31st Oct 2013 3:56am
31st Oct 2013 3:56am
Offering of Rock and Anchor
Yes I've seen that girl
I've gazed into blue eyes
I've seen the heart well hidden
And dried the tears she cries
A heart that's made of steel
Is one left cold and dead
One imagined by a mind
That's filled with thoughts of dread
Yes I've seen that girl
I hold her now and then
To keep the world's bladed lies
From digging deeper in
For a heart that's made of steel
Is one so cold and dead
But it's her tender loving heart
That the privileged see instead
I've gazed into blue eyes
I've seen the heart well hidden
And dried the tears she cries
A heart that's made of steel
Is one left cold and dead
One imagined by a mind
That's filled with thoughts of dread
Yes I've seen that girl
I hold her now and then
To keep the world's bladed lies
From digging deeper in
For a heart that's made of steel
Is one so cold and dead
But it's her tender loving heart
That the privileged see instead
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6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
30th Oct 2013 2:09pm
30th Oct 2013 2:09pm
Your Eyes
As I gaze into blue eyes
I'm trapped
I'm mesmerized
Your soul it speaks to me
It speaks with words like summer rain
Washing over me
With a melody
That dulls my pain
And brings forth the strength that I can't see
Like a sunset painted by cupid's hand
Those eyes
They take away my breath
And show me truth
That I can love far beyond my death
I'm trapped
I'm mesmerized
Your soul it speaks to me
It speaks with words like summer rain
Washing over me
With a melody
That dulls my pain
And brings forth the strength that I can't see
Like a sunset painted by cupid's hand
Those eyes
They take away my breath
And show me truth
That I can love far beyond my death
84 reads
4 Comments
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
11th Oct 2013 1:54am
11th Oct 2013 1:54am
The Fool (Part 1 of In the Cards)
Fresh and new
I stumble on unsteady legs
If only to take in the view
It doesn't matter the consequences
Once I see it all
Then I'll take care of recompenses
My heart is my guide
You call me reckless
But I can't contain this curiosity inside
Each waking moment
A new journey for me
Every second
A new discovery
You call me a fool
Only because it's your mind
Not your heart
That you allow to rule
I stumble on unsteady legs
If only to take in the view
It doesn't matter the consequences
Once I see it all
Then I'll take care of recompenses
My heart is my guide
You call me reckless
But I can't contain this curiosity inside
Each waking moment
A new journey for me
Every second
A new discovery
You call me a fool
Only because it's your mind
Not your heart
That you allow to rule
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1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
10th Oct 2013 4:00am
10th Oct 2013 4:00am
Him
I wake
Immobile
The beast from my dream laughs at me from his throne upon my chest
I can't breathe
Can't move
The demon's eyes
Scorch my soul and incinerate the rest
I feel them
So real
Five points of agony
His claws of steel
Taunting me
Piercing deeper toward my heart
I will not die
For it is misery
Not murder
This creature sees as art
He whispers in my ear
About the screams
I could not hear
My loved ones fell
While I slept
From chest to chest
This monster leapt
...
Immobile
The beast from my dream laughs at me from his throne upon my chest
I can't breathe
Can't move
The demon's eyes
Scorch my soul and incinerate the rest
I feel them
So real
Five points of agony
His claws of steel
Taunting me
Piercing deeper toward my heart
I will not die
For it is misery
Not murder
This creature sees as art
He whispers in my ear
About the screams
I could not hear
My loved ones fell
While I slept
From chest to chest
This monster leapt
...
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2 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
10th Oct 2013 3:27am
10th Oct 2013 3:27am
Untitled
The wretched ones
The broken
The generation you've damned
The unspoken
He sits and watches you struggle
And pleads for you to carry on
Longs to show you hope is not gone
The patron saint of both mangled and maimed
Forever there and without a name
He watches you fall and dries your tears
As much as he sees you
He sees his younger years
The boy he once was
Both mangled and maimed
The child the world deemed unfit to name
He weeps inside from the pain he's known
But his face lies cold
A fortress of stone...
The broken
The generation you've damned
The unspoken
He sits and watches you struggle
And pleads for you to carry on
Longs to show you hope is not gone
The patron saint of both mangled and maimed
Forever there and without a name
He watches you fall and dries your tears
As much as he sees you
He sees his younger years
The boy he once was
Both mangled and maimed
The child the world deemed unfit to name
He weeps inside from the pain he's known
But his face lies cold
A fortress of stone...
57 reads
2 Comments
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