Submissions by vampiremermaids (Pixie Princess)

I am unloved
Unwanted
I am undesirable
My family
Will never accept me
They never have accepted me
They never even loved me
I made a friend
Just one
But it's kind if pathetic
Because they don't give a shit
About me either
I tried so hard to find someone to love me
And i did
For a little while i felt loved,
Understood, accepted
Cared for
But
Then
They
Died
And now im all alone again
I have fake friends,
All faux
But it feels so much better
Than being completely and utterly alone
Id rather...

With smiles and kisses
Hugs and warmth
We sing a song of love
Under the shade of tree
Just you and me
And me and you
Dancing to our favorite tune
Watching the sunset
And holding hands
Picking flowers
Placing them
In my hair
Taking pictures
Of our grinning faces
And cuddling
At night for comfort
Its just us here
Our own perfect world
A perfect world
We'll never leave
A dream
We won't ever
Wake up from.

i have this magic 8 ball
and its very special to me
because it always there
it works in strange ways,
i swear it can tell the future
because it always tells the truth
i ask a simple question,
it must be yes or no,and
my eyes eyes will close
like im making a wish
the dice inside  spins
before settling down
and now i know my fate.
but i must be careful
only one question a day
and if i drop it
and it breaks im afraid
what would happen
to the world
without this magic 8 ball
that knows my fate.

If only if only
I could see your face
Instead of the sky
If only if only
Your smile would meet mine
And not just words on a screen
If only
The words could speak to me
In your voice
If only
I could greet you,
Laugh with you
Play with you
If only if only
The moon wasn't so far
And the sun wasn't so bright
If only
We could talk
Face to face
If only if only