Submissions by twistedgirl (Bae)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
stay calm, deep breaths, help is on the way. keep writing and stand tall for what you believe in. xoxo
DARK POEM
Published
31st Aug 2014 6:51am
31st Aug 2014 6:51am
Suicide Note
skys falling.
birds calling.
grim is near.
music in my ear.
distance tells
winter smells
so sweet
find a river
bond my hands
bloody myself
& lay me down.
if you see
don't make sounds
do not lift me
off icy grounds.
let me die please
all i ask is for you
to sing to me.
its the least you
could do.
suns falling
crickets calling
childrens screams
fill my ear
as my last sunset
dissappears.
birds calling.
grim is near.
music in my ear.
distance tells
winter smells
so sweet
find a river
bond my hands
bloody myself
& lay me down.
if you see
don't make sounds
do not lift me
off icy grounds.
let me die please
all i ask is for you
to sing to me.
its the least you
could do.
suns falling
crickets calling
childrens screams
fill my ear
as my last sunset
dissappears.
49 reads
DARK POEM
Published
14th Jul 2014 7:13am
14th Jul 2014 7:13am
Magic
I draw with silver
and it turns red
on a canvas that
has been messed
up many times
And when the red dries,
it leaves a mark
and I draw another
Magic
and it turns red
on a canvas that
has been messed
up many times
And when the red dries,
it leaves a mark
and I draw another
Magic
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0 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
17th Jun 2013 8:17pm
17th Jun 2013 8:17pm
this is for
people humans
crying out
rejecting while accepting
the suggesting
"worthless"
filter block
your ok
not what they want
its blueprints society
makes tells you
"worthless"
your not
fake phony
this is for
outcasts and misfits
humans on anti-depressants
we are not
"worthless"
just
"priceless"
lets tear up
the blueprints
their liars
who conspire
aganist those
with a fire in
their heart
pushed us away
to die
but hell
...
crying out
rejecting while accepting
the suggesting
"worthless"
filter block
your ok
not what they want
its blueprints society
makes tells you
"worthless"
your not
fake phony
this is for
outcasts and misfits
humans on anti-depressants
we are not
"worthless"
just
"priceless"
lets tear up
the blueprints
their liars
who conspire
aganist those
with a fire in
their heart
pushed us away
to die
but hell
...
111 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
13th May 2013 11:44pm
13th May 2013 11:44pm
the meaning of
pain
¡nvites
you in tells
you its alright
you're a(live) ?
can't
l¡e
to you i
mean its you
you're (feeling) it
pain guards us
puts up its
wall on love
on honesty
on emotion
block|||||| love
the meaning of pain is
to make
tears '
'
'
'
fall
"no
its not
to fucking
protect me
its to hurt me"
they wonder why the
///\\\///\\//\/\/\\\\///\'s
cover my...
¡nvites
you in tells
you its alright
you're a(live) ?
can't
l¡e
to you i
mean its you
you're (feeling) it
pain guards us
puts up its
wall on love
on honesty
on emotion
block|||||| love
the meaning of pain is
to make
tears '
'
'
'
fall
"no
its not
to fucking
protect me
its to hurt me"
they wonder why the
///\\\///\\//\/\/\\\\///\'s
cover my...
74 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
11th May 2013 6:02am
11th May 2013 6:02am
hush hush
shush you say
kisses cause red blush
escalated
temper my lust
soft touch
lean in i must
run
hands through lush
hair such
love moan
hush hush
kisses cause red blush
escalated
temper my lust
soft touch
lean in i must
run
hands through lush
hair such
love moan
hush hush
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1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th May 2013 4:50am
8th May 2013 4:50am
seiL
siel
era lla uoy reve llet em
sti citpyrc
a retsnom i t'nod
deen
ekat ti yawa
erofeb eh sllik em
t'nac llet ytilaer morf
ysatnaf
eramthgin
ekaw em pu esaelp
tsol
gninaem
era lla uoy reve llet em
sti citpyrc
a retsnom i t'nod
deen
ekat ti yawa
erofeb eh sllik em
t'nac llet ytilaer morf
ysatnaf
eramthgin
ekaw em pu esaelp
tsol
gninaem
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4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th May 2013 5:21am
5th May 2013 5:21am
with thought i
the relationship
painBETWEENbeauty and
purple love
the ;ce
b r e a k s away
b o f
e u e
n r e
e t
a
t
h wings
shatter we
kiss 1nce
before death
fly
with thought i
pluck fhe fl•wer
hold it close to heart(s)
¡ l•^e him
swim soaked in my
s
u n
s h
i
ne
meclose
hold
painBETWEENbeauty and
purple love
the ;ce
b r e a k s away
b o f
e u e
n r e
e t
a
t
h wings
shatter we
kiss 1nce
before death
fly
with thought i
pluck fhe fl•wer
hold it close to heart(s)
¡ l•^e him
swim soaked in my
s
u n
s h
i
ne
meclose
hold
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2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
4th May 2013 4:38am
4th May 2013 4:38am
always
apoligize
i do
to
all i hurt
in my
heart
c
rush
e
d
you
learning my warning
stone
uBETWEENs
heart(s)
d i e
s
e
p
e
r
a
t
e
me
from
you
take
alone and
i will
always
love
?
i do
to
all i hurt
in my
heart
c
rush
e
d
you
learning my warning
stone
uBETWEENs
heart(s)
d i e
s
e
p
e
r
a
t
e
me
from
you
take
alone and
i will
always
love
?
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0 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
30th Dec 2012 8:46pm
30th Dec 2012 8:46pm
Sofa
look at you, so old and worn.
your back not as soft upon mine,
your cushions slowly sinking.
your feet are swollen from standing
in the same spot for so long; your
rectangle prints indented in my carpet.
your arms so scared from the cat;
look, a burn mark from something,
i can't remember what.
you groan if something sits on you,
you bend low as if you can't bear
their weight any longer.
you smell like air freshener,
but that doesn't mask
that musty death smell.
your old, ill
slowly
dying.
i...
your back not as soft upon mine,
your cushions slowly sinking.
your feet are swollen from standing
in the same spot for so long; your
rectangle prints indented in my carpet.
your arms so scared from the cat;
look, a burn mark from something,
i can't remember what.
you groan if something sits on you,
you bend low as if you can't bear
their weight any longer.
you smell like air freshener,
but that doesn't mask
that musty death smell.
your old, ill
slowly
dying.
i...
83 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
30th Dec 2012 4:30am
30th Dec 2012 4:30am
Shower
standing under the hot spray
that normally never feels hot enough.
but tonight its burning on my skin
like an acid rain.
my head is pounding with my heart
and i just hurt.
i don't want to move.
my shampoos scent makes me gag
so i just stop trying.
my stubborn personaility tells me
i can't just stand there.
i grab my razor to shave but
i end up nicking myself.
cutting used to feel good
but the sight of my blood.....
it sends me over the edge.
i end up on the floor vomiting
a thin watery substance.
the water...
that normally never feels hot enough.
but tonight its burning on my skin
like an acid rain.
my head is pounding with my heart
and i just hurt.
i don't want to move.
my shampoos scent makes me gag
so i just stop trying.
my stubborn personaility tells me
i can't just stand there.
i grab my razor to shave but
i end up nicking myself.
cutting used to feel good
but the sight of my blood.....
it sends me over the edge.
i end up on the floor vomiting
a thin watery substance.
the water...
99 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2012 8:17pm
23rd Dec 2012 8:17pm
Windex
its sunday
most people take this day to rest
i don't.
i pull out all that cleaning stuff
clorox, windex, 409,
the list goes on.
i mop
i scrub
i wipe
i scour
i clean
its an addiction
those lemon fumes
beckon me.
its OCD like
but no matter how hard
i mop
the floor, the place where you died
doesn't vanish.
no matter how hard
i scrub
the wall, the stain of your sliding body
doesn't leave.
my hands are so dry
they are bleeding
yet i continue even as
the Windex burns me.
you loved that shit...
most people take this day to rest
i don't.
i pull out all that cleaning stuff
clorox, windex, 409,
the list goes on.
i mop
i scrub
i wipe
i scour
i clean
its an addiction
those lemon fumes
beckon me.
its OCD like
but no matter how hard
i mop
the floor, the place where you died
doesn't vanish.
no matter how hard
i scrub
the wall, the stain of your sliding body
doesn't leave.
my hands are so dry
they are bleeding
yet i continue even as
the Windex burns me.
you loved that shit...
75 reads
DARK POEM
Published
14th Dec 2012 11:51pm
14th Dec 2012 11:51pm
my tears fall for you
why?
thats all i want to know.
those innocent souls.
why?
theres always something.
americas newest gash stings.
why?
"mommy its the school bell
i love you."
"bye baby have a good day
see you after school."
but now they will see their children
in little coffins that should've been
hidden away for years
so now americas tears
bring sorrow to this girls heart
families torn apart
why?
why?
just cry
tears slide
nothing to hide
once more i said goodbye
to innocent lives...
thats all i want to know.
those innocent souls.
why?
theres always something.
americas newest gash stings.
why?
"mommy its the school bell
i love you."
"bye baby have a good day
see you after school."
but now they will see their children
in little coffins that should've been
hidden away for years
so now americas tears
bring sorrow to this girls heart
families torn apart
why?
why?
just cry
tears slide
nothing to hide
once more i said goodbye
to innocent lives...
169 reads
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