Submissions by thenamesni_

I'm so fucked up

I could drown in a puddle of hate

and wouldn't give a fuck

I'd slaughter all my thoughts

Like 40 first dates

Feels like I'm physically being stab
with a stake knife

I hate life

I wish I had the juice I'd probably blow my fucking brains out
thanks for hurting me so much you dick

won't call your name out cause even though

I fucking hate you
I fucking love you

When I am with you

I want to be in no other place
This universe that we've created
Is so fascinating
So appealing
ones eyes wouldn't be able to
Captivate the essence of your charm
mixed with my rare being

The intimacy in your eyes
when you stare into my face

The electrifying heart beat I receive
When you're near me

When in this universe the world around us freezes

I freeze as I realize my guard
Is coming down and
My fears are disappearing

It's clear that you are
my clarity ...

I heard an unfamiliar voices
I paused allowing it to echo
Thinking it would Ricochet off the walls
like a superhero  with those powerful vocals in a movie
Hesitated to look I continued to walk
the voice continued to stalk
With each step that I took
My foot got heavier to lift
Starting to match the weight I felt in my heart
I continued to try and listen but with out opening my ears
Because when I really took the time to listen the voice I'd heard was mine
Scared to turn around I did
And There I stood
this duplication's physical...

You can not edit your soul because I've tried and these are some of the reasons I know why.
1.) When we were together you'd love me for a millisecond and then you'd love someone else and you'd love me again. As if you were an animal deciding whether or not you wanted to go to the family who had forgotten, used you and abused  you or to the latter which cared , Nurtured  and protected you.

2.) I would like to go back to the time that I first met you I had this connection to you as if I was Moses and you were my people. It was my duty my honor to give you all that your heart was...