Submissions by tatboyconner (Conner)

I'm scared this will never get better. I feel so all alone without a place to call my own. This has to be my fault. As my tears mix with blood & steel I feel satisfied. I'm so good at punishing myself, it's the only thing I've ever been good at. I look in the mirror and wipe away the sorrow in red & black. I promise myself "that was the last time..

You're scared this will never get better. Oh I know you're searching for a place to just call your home. This has to be my fault. As I laugh & hit & scar you I feel satisfied. I always put this guilt on myself. It's...