Submissions by tardis12_badwolf
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
14th Mar 2013 3:37pm
14th Mar 2013 3:37pm
Death of Love and Rebirth of Depression
I'm crying but no tears seem to come out
I'm alive but I'm dead inside
My heart still beats but poison runs through my veins
I have loved so much that I will never love again
I have hurt for so long that its the only thing I know
It must be nice to feel wanted, to feel pretty, to feel safe and happy
It must be wonderful not being alone
This is a world I do not care to know
This is a lie I swear I'll never tell
This is a heart that only beats to stay alive
This is a girl who has given up and just doesn't care
This is me now and Im sorry if it...
I'm alive but I'm dead inside
My heart still beats but poison runs through my veins
I have loved so much that I will never love again
I have hurt for so long that its the only thing I know
It must be nice to feel wanted, to feel pretty, to feel safe and happy
It must be wonderful not being alone
This is a world I do not care to know
This is a lie I swear I'll never tell
This is a heart that only beats to stay alive
This is a girl who has given up and just doesn't care
This is me now and Im sorry if it...
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UPBEAT POEM
Published
21st Feb 2013 8:36pm
21st Feb 2013 8:36pm
It is my time to Smile!!!
I may not be a princess, I am not looking for a prince.
I may just be a small -little girl
but, I have dreamed to travel the world.
Fairy tales are but unrealistic fantasies, possible yet so rare.
Dearest friends I hope you know
that even when I don't show it -
know I always care
I am always the shoulder you can lean on-
I'm there
I don't regret any choices I've made or any of the people I've met.
Living with regrets is pointless because
they don't let you move on and learn from your mistakes.
I...
I may just be a small -little girl
but, I have dreamed to travel the world.
Fairy tales are but unrealistic fantasies, possible yet so rare.
Dearest friends I hope you know
that even when I don't show it -
know I always care
I am always the shoulder you can lean on-
I'm there
I don't regret any choices I've made or any of the people I've met.
Living with regrets is pointless because
they don't let you move on and learn from your mistakes.
I...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
29th Jan 2013 10:59am
29th Jan 2013 10:59am
Space
What is space?
Is it the galaxies up above
Or the vast darkness
Is it distance between two people
Or an excuse
Is it the line a girl uses when she is hurting
Again i ask what is space?
Well for me space is all the above and more
Space is a five letter word that has about 5 million possible meanings
Space isnt just a place or a concept
It is an important part in everyday life
But my dearest friends clear your mind find the unexplored part of your brain and tell me what is space to you?
Is it the galaxies up above
Or the vast darkness
Is it distance between two people
Or an excuse
Is it the line a girl uses when she is hurting
Again i ask what is space?
Well for me space is all the above and more
Space is a five letter word that has about 5 million possible meanings
Space isnt just a place or a concept
It is an important part in everyday life
But my dearest friends clear your mind find the unexplored part of your brain and tell me what is space to you?
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Jan 2013 2:21am
29th Jan 2013 2:21am
My eyes
What i see in me is a girl who is so far lost there is no tunnel no light at the end no way to alleviate the pain
A girl who is so badly broken and scared that she is not fixable she is just another piece of trash left to rot
I didnt text you to get sympathy or to feel better about myself i texted you because i need someone to talk to someone that i trust someone that may understand but im so shattered no one will ever understand me
And with this i bid you a farewell for the wicked shall get no rest and i shall wonder aimlessly trying to find a purpose
I shall shed...
A girl who is so badly broken and scared that she is not fixable she is just another piece of trash left to rot
I didnt text you to get sympathy or to feel better about myself i texted you because i need someone to talk to someone that i trust someone that may understand but im so shattered no one will ever understand me
And with this i bid you a farewell for the wicked shall get no rest and i shall wonder aimlessly trying to find a purpose
I shall shed...
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st Jan 2013 3:01pm
1st Jan 2013 3:01pm
Black Hole
Hate has slowly swallowed her whole
engulfed her in a world of anger
Like venom it runs through her veins
She once had loved and cared so much
now shed rather die then love
She was his everything, his one and only
until her heart became a black hole
she tried to care and tried to love but she could not
Now she lay on her deathbed
praying to end quickly
But as she dies a slow and painful death she says this to her love:
"I used to love you and somewhere deep down maybe i still do. This black hole for a heart has...
engulfed her in a world of anger
Like venom it runs through her veins
She once had loved and cared so much
now shed rather die then love
She was his everything, his one and only
until her heart became a black hole
she tried to care and tried to love but she could not
Now she lay on her deathbed
praying to end quickly
But as she dies a slow and painful death she says this to her love:
"I used to love you and somewhere deep down maybe i still do. This black hole for a heart has...
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Dec 2012 8:21pm
30th Dec 2012 8:21pm
Moment Of Clarity
It's a windy winter day
the clouds and sky are gray
my thoughts are clouded
my spirit is dull
a moment of clarity is all i want
a moment of pure bliss
a moment of clarity where i can breathe in life
I took a long walk
my music playing loud
decided to sit and stare at the clouds
i paused the music and just looked into the sky
a moment of clarity is all i want
a moment of pure bliss
a moment of clarity where i can breathe in life
the wind calmed down
the sun started to shine
everything was at peace...
the clouds and sky are gray
my thoughts are clouded
my spirit is dull
a moment of clarity is all i want
a moment of pure bliss
a moment of clarity where i can breathe in life
I took a long walk
my music playing loud
decided to sit and stare at the clouds
i paused the music and just looked into the sky
a moment of clarity is all i want
a moment of pure bliss
a moment of clarity where i can breathe in life
the wind calmed down
the sun started to shine
everything was at peace...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
30th Dec 2012 6:04am
30th Dec 2012 6:04am
Missing you Friend
She slowly starts to cry
tears streaming down her cheeks
the blood dripping off the knife
her pain will finally come to an end
the note they found
the reasons she said
had brought her to her knees
she tried so hard but couldnt cope any more
she knew she would hurt them
she knew shed be missed
but after all her suffering
it brought her to this
she never wanted to die
she never wanted to disappear
but the only way she would survive
is if she thought of herself only
the funeral was beautiful
the...
tears streaming down her cheeks
the blood dripping off the knife
her pain will finally come to an end
the note they found
the reasons she said
had brought her to her knees
she tried so hard but couldnt cope any more
she knew she would hurt them
she knew shed be missed
but after all her suffering
it brought her to this
she never wanted to die
she never wanted to disappear
but the only way she would survive
is if she thought of herself only
the funeral was beautiful
the...
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LOVE POEM
Published
29th Dec 2012 6:52am
29th Dec 2012 6:52am
Her heart and soul and thought combined
The dreams won't stop
the stars won't fade
and as time comes to pass I feel empty again
The sun and moon so far yet so close
they are as much a part of me as they are apart of life
the stars, the sky, the wind and rain
my tears, my lies, my love, my pain
I've never been so happy yet broken so far down
I guess i finally corroded
I used to be so strong
used to love them all
wondered how or when i may fall
the time has come
the chimes have rung
my despair thus awaits me
those shadowed...
the stars won't fade
and as time comes to pass I feel empty again
The sun and moon so far yet so close
they are as much a part of me as they are apart of life
the stars, the sky, the wind and rain
my tears, my lies, my love, my pain
I've never been so happy yet broken so far down
I guess i finally corroded
I used to be so strong
used to love them all
wondered how or when i may fall
the time has come
the chimes have rung
my despair thus awaits me
those shadowed...
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LOVE POEM
Published
28th Dec 2012 8:49pm
28th Dec 2012 8:49pm
She never said she was innocent
Ignorance is Bliss?
she would beg to differ
cynicism is her bliss
The baby of the family, the little innocent child
full of hate, full of regret
such a young and harmless girl they thought
wait until she discovers herself
A short chubby teenager
the one always made fun of
she can laugh that all away now
everyone always said she was so perfect
but was she innocent?
was she pure in heart and thoughts?
so far from it but she never said she was innocent
she dreamed of ways to kill annoyances
thought of words that...
she would beg to differ
cynicism is her bliss
The baby of the family, the little innocent child
full of hate, full of regret
such a young and harmless girl they thought
wait until she discovers herself
A short chubby teenager
the one always made fun of
she can laugh that all away now
everyone always said she was so perfect
but was she innocent?
was she pure in heart and thoughts?
so far from it but she never said she was innocent
she dreamed of ways to kill annoyances
thought of words that...
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LOVE POEM
Published
28th Dec 2012 8:35pm
28th Dec 2012 8:35pm
I am such a f**king idiot
I am such a fucking IDIOT
I told you how I felt
I opened up to you and trusted you like you asked
You promised to never hurt me
you broke me down piece by piece
thanks to your ass i will never trust again
I am broken yet brave and still left in pieces
Go fuck yourself
I never want to speak to you ever again
I dont want to see your face, i dont want to get your texts
you lead me by the hand and pushed me over the edge
thanks for hurting me
yet again I am shattered, broken yet brave, maybe one day ill try again
but i wont...
I told you how I felt
I opened up to you and trusted you like you asked
You promised to never hurt me
you broke me down piece by piece
thanks to your ass i will never trust again
I am broken yet brave and still left in pieces
Go fuck yourself
I never want to speak to you ever again
I dont want to see your face, i dont want to get your texts
you lead me by the hand and pushed me over the edge
thanks for hurting me
yet again I am shattered, broken yet brave, maybe one day ill try again
but i wont...
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LOVE POEM
Published
28th Dec 2012 4:50am
28th Dec 2012 4:50am
You Crazy Bastard cant you see I love you!
Your name spoken with care
your five fingered hand always there
the hugs in the morning
the tears at night
i broke it off hoping you would fight for me
instead you let me go
i hoped for us to work
but love is a two way street
i was barreling down the middle
ready to crash and already burned
my life had meant so little
those three words that mean so much never left my head
they created a noose around your name
overtaking my ability to think
the only thing on my mind was you
we talked again still all...
your five fingered hand always there
the hugs in the morning
the tears at night
i broke it off hoping you would fight for me
instead you let me go
i hoped for us to work
but love is a two way street
i was barreling down the middle
ready to crash and already burned
my life had meant so little
those three words that mean so much never left my head
they created a noose around your name
overtaking my ability to think
the only thing on my mind was you
we talked again still all...
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Jun 2012 1:32am
3rd Jun 2012 1:32am
mystery of love
What happened to her plan?
you came into her life
and messed it all up
you brought a realm of new and wonderous things
what happened to her mind?
it was blown up by your smile
it was torn down by your tears
you made her act this way
Somewhere you went wrong
you let that girl fall
you couldnt save them all
you just forgot about her
saved the slut and the naked stripper
you let her die
you let her fall down in the ground
now shes back to haunt you
with loves great mystery
karmas a bitch now you better listen to me
im a...
you came into her life
and messed it all up
you brought a realm of new and wonderous things
what happened to her mind?
it was blown up by your smile
it was torn down by your tears
you made her act this way
Somewhere you went wrong
you let that girl fall
you couldnt save them all
you just forgot about her
saved the slut and the naked stripper
you let her die
you let her fall down in the ground
now shes back to haunt you
with loves great mystery
karmas a bitch now you better listen to me
im a...
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