Submissions by sweetheart
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Yea im hurting
The fire in the candle it burns. Like my heart. It yearns. To feel,to understand. The fire spreads throughout the fields. Throughout my soul. It's surrounded by glass. Without care. It could shatter at any moment. As the flame starts to go down it begins to wither. Everything fades out. Pure thought. Every emotion. Every decision. Mind weakens. Every step strengthens. Feelings deterioate. Love dissappears. My souls cold. The fire already went out. The field burnt out. The stars became hollow they lost there shine. Distant in the atmosphere. Yea she lost herself.
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lust
He tosses me around like a toy he's willing to share.
Sometimes i ask myself whats wrong with this boy.
I play nice.
i dont fight.
Don't argue.
I play along.
I hold all my emotions back.
Deep inside, i don't let these feelings grow.
And he just looks at me with those eyes.
Like everything is okay.
So much i wanna say.
That i wanna do.
Its something when he doesn't want me to.
I hold so much back.
Do anything he'd ask.
And i feel like im nothing.
Im tryna be something.
Clearly its not showing.
But this fight within is...
Sometimes i ask myself whats wrong with this boy.
I play nice.
i dont fight.
Don't argue.
I play along.
I hold all my emotions back.
Deep inside, i don't let these feelings grow.
And he just looks at me with those eyes.
Like everything is okay.
So much i wanna say.
That i wanna do.
Its something when he doesn't want me to.
I hold so much back.
Do anything he'd ask.
And i feel like im nothing.
Im tryna be something.
Clearly its not showing.
But this fight within is...
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When does it end!
The pills on the counter seem more like temptation instead of the blade that was old me. I now need a change.Sometimes i reach this breaking point and i have nowhere else to resort but my own sick demented thoughts of harming myself. Is it something i wanna do? No but what other choice what friend do i have to turn to that i have trust in to tell them anything i have none and it kills me. Its like i'm waiting.. I keep waiting and i'm tired i just wanna close my eyes and sleep days,weeks,months. I want to fall in this deep coma and wake up on my own will, Like when i feel its right.But will...
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Real or fiction :)
Sometimes we dream the happy ending every one would dream to come true.
We want the love that enthrals are minds and weakens the soul.
We never loose cause its meant to be with us forever.
We want to look in eachother eyes and believe were seeing the same.
If this was destined to stick or to fall to the dirt.
We visualize what we want and ask ourself should we truly have.
To hold someone the tenderness we want so bad to feel to be held to be kissed and to believe this love is real or just a myth.
The kind we dont stop thinkin about its on our mind day and night....
We want the love that enthrals are minds and weakens the soul.
We never loose cause its meant to be with us forever.
We want to look in eachother eyes and believe were seeing the same.
If this was destined to stick or to fall to the dirt.
We visualize what we want and ask ourself should we truly have.
To hold someone the tenderness we want so bad to feel to be held to be kissed and to believe this love is real or just a myth.
The kind we dont stop thinkin about its on our mind day and night....
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Breaking inside!
Why cant i have no feelings?Why do they always start to grow?Why am i left to cry when i feel sad inside?I feel like a quitter and its taken its toll.Tired of it being just me.Getting the wrong people not wanting to be mines.Tired of being tired.Exausted from loosing sleep.My vision is starting to blur i cant see clearly. I cant feel quietly.Cant shut them out or admit im scared.Cant runaway or hide it inside.Makes it worth makes me wanna die.Dont wanna go back to old me,Lets start over be everything we were meant to be.Forget the past even tho its fighting its way back, Strength is what i...
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Mute
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