Submissions by sunrise

We were together everyday
Laughing and playing
Skipping class
Being wild and free.
As the time passed
I changed
You changed
I stayed behind and made it to class
You choose the drugs over school books
Drugs over family and friends
But mainly over yourself
Now where are you ten feet in the ground.
Hope it was all worth chasing that high.
It's still so hard
I wasn't ready to say goodbye.

Wish I just didn't reply
To your stupid little pick up line
Then I wouldn't be here now
Crying and alone
Could have met someone better
In the time I wasted with you. 
You ruin my life
My happy times
With heartbreak 
And all the scars
Life wont ever be the same. 

Eyes of green like the sea
Hair dark like midnight sky's
Heart and soul full of desire
I find his company refreshing and new
As we sit and talk until the morning hours.
as I look into him and wonder if he knows
He's an asshole above the bunch.
I resist the urge to jump in.
Afraid He would only use me and throw me away.
I just patiently wait as he finds his way.