Submissions by sincerelysaff

A month has gone by, how time does fly. It's ok for it to speed up for now but in your arms I want it to slow down. It's ok if minutes last hours as long as the time spent is ours. And for hours to last days is what my heart prays. Nights spent in your arms and days spent in your charms. Kissing and holding skin to skin. Touching forbidden places deep within. I love the heat when I connect with you. Our bodies explode right on queue. Making love slow and deep. Hearts connected, souls to keep. Igniting fires just to fan the flames. My emotions and yours...the same. In your arms, I feel so...

Mixed emotions, feelings
Never knew what it felt like to love but also hate
Loved because of a beautiful history,
A beautiful past
Hated because I saw no future,
Nothing good to come
I loved you more than anything which is why leaving would almost seem hard,
Impossible
Even though I felt the contradicting feelings of love and hate

These feelings were like happiness and sorrow
Which is exactly how I felt with you
And how I would feel if our relationship was never defined

Life and death,
Because I'm only alive when I'm with you...

I hate you
because I love you so deeply
you are a force that mangles my bones
and slices through my heart
with the scalpel that hangs from your tongue


I love you
even when I hate you
because you drain the blood from my veins
with slow incisions from your fingertips
as the electric pulse burns me inside


Damn how I want you
buried within my very soul
as deep as you can possible push yourself
you crawl under my skin
and I can feel you vibrate there intimately


You calm the storm in my thinking...