Submissions by sexiiladii4u87
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I love to write and read poems and quotes .. This is my first time sharing my poems any so if you could read my poems and give me some honest criticizime I would very much appreciate it.. ;)
DRUGS POEM
Published
27th Jun 2013 4:40pm
27th Jun 2013 4:40pm
Selfish thought
Life gets to me, I may not show it the same way as the next person but I feel more than broken at times.
Some times I wish I could drown my self and my pain in drugs and booz but even in the past when I have it's only numbs me for a moment not long enough to forget my life.
I wouldn't even be capable of it, I lack the time for that kind of leisure so caught up in everything else I have to do. Im selfish in even hosting the idea.
Some times I wish I could drown my self and my pain in drugs and booz but even in the past when I have it's only numbs me for a moment not long enough to forget my life.
I wouldn't even be capable of it, I lack the time for that kind of leisure so caught up in everything else I have to do. Im selfish in even hosting the idea.
179 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st Jun 2013 6:18pm
1st Jun 2013 6:18pm
Wondering about us
As I lay here next to you a sleep I think about all the thing you've said to me about loving me, wanting a future with me, having a family together, never leaving me. Not questioning your sincerity but wondering if it will really be what you say. Thinking about the things we've been through and things you've put me through. You've shown me incredible love and tremendous heart break. But if I give you all of me again can you be faithful to my heart can I trust you to not break it once more. How far are you willing to fight for what we have, at times when it's needed can you put your pride...
127 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st Jun 2013 10:08am
1st Jun 2013 10:08am
Torturing unfaithfulness
Im tormented by these heart shredding thoughts of your unfaithfulness. The images these revolting thoughts conjure up haunt me. Endless encounters you've shared with others. Their body's laying on the sheets we lay under, their heads placed on the pillow in the spot where I lay next to you. Did you show them the same gentle touch, the same breathless kisses, give them the same passion you gave me. The thought of you indulging in another rip me apart like a hollow tip would tear through a chest. Every thought feels as if my heart is being ran over bursting into pieces only to mend and be ran...
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DARK POEM
Published
31st May 2013 10:42am
31st May 2013 10:42am
Consumed by my pain
Laying here with tears rolling down my face with an endless feeling of unassured emptiness. Praying I'll just fall a sleep and peacefully not wake up to see the morning light. Loathing how everyone indicates everything will be alright but their life isn't effected by my grief. Ashamed to have been so abundantly naive. My world has came crashing down on top of me. Trying to be optimistic but smothered by my disgust of how the outcome of my foolish choices will effect my life endlessly. My chances of happiness demolished in every thought of realization of what has came to be. I am consumed by...
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LOVE POEM
Published
18th May 2013 4:26pm
18th May 2013 4:26pm
Shatterd heart
I can't understand how it can be so easy for someone to just get over you after being with you almost every day, after saying your their world, after loving you.
You on the other hand you feel as your heart has shattered and the pieces just remain sharp, jagged, in your chest stabbing back at your insides .
You can't just let it go as much as you'd like for the pain to cease your heart still loves past the hurt.
It's all you can think about from the time you wake up to the moment you lay your head on your pillow and close your eyes.
Even you dreams are consumed by your over...
You on the other hand you feel as your heart has shattered and the pieces just remain sharp, jagged, in your chest stabbing back at your insides .
You can't just let it go as much as you'd like for the pain to cease your heart still loves past the hurt.
It's all you can think about from the time you wake up to the moment you lay your head on your pillow and close your eyes.
Even you dreams are consumed by your over...
127 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
17th May 2013 8:33am
17th May 2013 8:33am
Why I love you..
You sit there and wonder to your self why do I love this person so much. More than I love my self.
It's not because they've done something for you or because they say things you want to hear or even the intimate times you've shared together.
It's much deeper than that.
It's this feeling you get when your with that person, you feel complete.
Seeing them makes your heart flutter, holding them makes you feel safe, kissing them takes your breath away, and looking into there eyes is feeling the love poring out from them like looking at the future you wish to have.
Being away...
It's not because they've done something for you or because they say things you want to hear or even the intimate times you've shared together.
It's much deeper than that.
It's this feeling you get when your with that person, you feel complete.
Seeing them makes your heart flutter, holding them makes you feel safe, kissing them takes your breath away, and looking into there eyes is feeling the love poring out from them like looking at the future you wish to have.
Being away...
231 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
7th May 2013 12:21pm
7th May 2013 12:21pm
Beautiful curse
How can you be so beautiful blessed
and so unfortunately cursed at once.
To find the one your heart truly desires,
to get to experience such extraordinary love
and have it almost ripped away
but yet still dangling in your face.
Neither here or gone just lost in uncertainty.
Heart is broken but bandaged together
barely holding on to hope.
and so unfortunately cursed at once.
To find the one your heart truly desires,
to get to experience such extraordinary love
and have it almost ripped away
but yet still dangling in your face.
Neither here or gone just lost in uncertainty.
Heart is broken but bandaged together
barely holding on to hope.
119 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
26th Apr 2013 10:29pm
26th Apr 2013 10:29pm
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How dose a man proclaim such love and do such deceiving acts to cause you such pain.. My eyes ripped open to painful truths it was right in front of my eyes a story I've seen play out once before, my head knew it all a long, my heart trying to mask it to suffocate then pain. I hate this it's as if my heart was ripped out my chest. It's a feeling I can't shake off.
106 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Apr 2013 2:23am
8th Apr 2013 2:23am
Cry.
I try to fight the feeling cry but there's this big lump in my throat it's almost hard to breath my heart hurts tears role down my face forming into puddle where I lay my head. Almost gasping for air praying the pain will stop but the tears still continue to trickle down my cheeks..
104 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
8th Apr 2013 2:20am
8th Apr 2013 2:20am
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I love him so much, what can I do now I'm to swept away in being so wonderfully amused by the way he looks into my eyes... I'm captivated by it... How could he really do any wrong.. And if he did how could I not look past it. Because there isn't another thought in my mind besides the love and joy he brings into my life.
136 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
16th Mar 2013 9:12am
16th Mar 2013 9:12am
Rambling thoughts of head vs. heart
Your the only person I think of when I wake up, my first and last thought before I lay my head .
Scared that I may love you to much because the person I am I love with all of my heart and ill give you all of me.
Do you really love me how I love you?
How far do you see our love going am I a faint memory toward your future memories.
Am I your everything, your one and only.
Should I believe the thoughts of repeated truth of former tainted loves or should I follow the longing away my heart desires you.
Do I listen to my head or my heart. Because my heart could...
Scared that I may love you to much because the person I am I love with all of my heart and ill give you all of me.
Do you really love me how I love you?
How far do you see our love going am I a faint memory toward your future memories.
Am I your everything, your one and only.
Should I believe the thoughts of repeated truth of former tainted loves or should I follow the longing away my heart desires you.
Do I listen to my head or my heart. Because my heart could...
237 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
6th Feb 2013 1:40pm
6th Feb 2013 1:40pm
thoughts of you..
I some times think
how did I do it before
when I was with out you
Unkowingly incomplete
till the moment
your lips touched mine
And now
I need you
like the air I breath
I need every drop
of your love
you complete me
I wake up every morning
so excited that
I might get to see you
I feel like a giddy school girl
with her first crush
As I write poetry
its you whom I'm writing of
your my insperation
my every thought
my muse
and yet so much more
than just that
your the reason...
how did I do it before
when I was with out you
Unkowingly incomplete
till the moment
your lips touched mine
And now
I need you
like the air I breath
I need every drop
of your love
you complete me
I wake up every morning
so excited that
I might get to see you
I feel like a giddy school girl
with her first crush
As I write poetry
its you whom I'm writing of
your my insperation
my every thought
my muse
and yet so much more
than just that
your the reason...
228 reads
6 Comments
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