Submissions by sadgurl
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
hi im taylor..i have been writing poetry for about 3 years and i have enjoyed reading poetry for about 5 years
The Memories
The memories i have,
that will haunt me forever..
I'm over eeling this way,
the pain and misery..
i look upon my arms,
i see the scars.
the memories,
they come flooding back..
fro those times,
when i sat there,
with the razor..
it all comes back,
like a tidal wave..
it crushes me,
with pain....
it causes me,
to break down and cry.
to think about doing it again,
i find that razor.
it sits there,
staring at me..
i think im good enough,
good enough to stop..
but i love,
the red...
that will haunt me forever..
I'm over eeling this way,
the pain and misery..
i look upon my arms,
i see the scars.
the memories,
they come flooding back..
fro those times,
when i sat there,
with the razor..
it all comes back,
like a tidal wave..
it crushes me,
with pain....
it causes me,
to break down and cry.
to think about doing it again,
i find that razor.
it sits there,
staring at me..
i think im good enough,
good enough to stop..
but i love,
the red...
97 reads
1 Comment
Clowns
Everyday i live in fear,
The fear of clowns
They lingure all around me,
ready to scare..
They look all innocent,
yet they are ready for the kill.
I was 5,
if i remember well..
I watched this moveie,
called 'IT'
I was 5 years old,
It was midnight.
I watched the movie..
i couldnt sleep for the next week,
i was scared 'IT' was coming for me..
i now have a phobia of clowns..
i cannot go to a circus,
other wise ill scream..
A few years back,
me and my friend were watching horror movies.
she bought one movie...
The fear of clowns
They lingure all around me,
ready to scare..
They look all innocent,
yet they are ready for the kill.
I was 5,
if i remember well..
I watched this moveie,
called 'IT'
I was 5 years old,
It was midnight.
I watched the movie..
i couldnt sleep for the next week,
i was scared 'IT' was coming for me..
i now have a phobia of clowns..
i cannot go to a circus,
other wise ill scream..
A few years back,
me and my friend were watching horror movies.
she bought one movie...
178 reads
0 Comments
The Night I Lost You
That faithful night,
i got a call..
It was your mother,
she had bad news..
i sat their and listened to the note,
as she read aloud ver the phone..
tears swelled up in my eyes,
when i heard my name i lost it..
i couldnt bear not having my bestfriend,
there by my side..
You were bautiful,
why did you take your life..
that night,
i sat there thinking..
what was school going to be like,
now that you are gone..
i knew this day was going to come,
but not this early..
you were family to me,
not just a friend..
no...
i got a call..
It was your mother,
she had bad news..
i sat their and listened to the note,
as she read aloud ver the phone..
tears swelled up in my eyes,
when i heard my name i lost it..
i couldnt bear not having my bestfriend,
there by my side..
You were bautiful,
why did you take your life..
that night,
i sat there thinking..
what was school going to be like,
now that you are gone..
i knew this day was going to come,
but not this early..
you were family to me,
not just a friend..
no...
98 reads
0 Comments
Suicide Note
Mother, Father.
I love you dearly.
you werent there for me though.
i tried to get through this life,
but it wasnt for me.
everynight when you were in bed,
i cried myself to sleep.
everynight when you were in bed,
i cut my wrists..
i know you thought i was happy,
but really i was depressed.
i tried to get help,
i really tried,
but it never worked..
Mother, Father.
I know your little secret,
i heard you say it.
you love my best friend more than me,
so here have her.
shes yours,
and goodbye
My best friend...
I love you dearly.
you werent there for me though.
i tried to get through this life,
but it wasnt for me.
everynight when you were in bed,
i cried myself to sleep.
everynight when you were in bed,
i cut my wrists..
i know you thought i was happy,
but really i was depressed.
i tried to get help,
i really tried,
but it never worked..
Mother, Father.
I know your little secret,
i heard you say it.
you love my best friend more than me,
so here have her.
shes yours,
and goodbye
My best friend...
123 reads
2 Comments
f**k this life....
![restricted poem](/images/extremecontent.jpg)
136 reads
0 Comments
Remember That Day????
![restricted poem](/images/extremecontent.jpg)
163 reads
2 Comments
Last night
![restricted poem](/images/extremecontent.jpg)
532 reads
2 Comments
That Day At The River
![restricted poem](/images/extremecontent.jpg)
338 reads
1 Comment
can we do it again??
![restricted poem](/images/extremecontent.jpg)
761 reads
3 Comments
Depression
No one understands it...
How i actually feel.
I sit in my room,
crying...
thinking of how i will die..
DEPRESSION they call it...
i augh at the name..
i call it hell,
my life..
i put that smile on for my friends..
to make them think im happy..
well at east so they dont have to worry..
Hmmm what is this in my hand..
oh my its my razor..
i thought id lost it..
hmmm should i use it??
haha dumb question..
once, twice, three times and more,
the razor done its job...
i have faded to nothing....
How i actually feel.
I sit in my room,
crying...
thinking of how i will die..
DEPRESSION they call it...
i augh at the name..
i call it hell,
my life..
i put that smile on for my friends..
to make them think im happy..
well at east so they dont have to worry..
Hmmm what is this in my hand..
oh my its my razor..
i thought id lost it..
hmmm should i use it??
haha dumb question..
once, twice, three times and more,
the razor done its job...
i have faded to nothing....
88 reads
1 Comment
You
you sat next to me,
everyday at school..
im pretty sure it was all my fault,
that one unfaithful night..
the night of the full moon,
a year ago..
I still have to sit,
next to that empty seat..
the one that was yours,
the one at school..
i miss how you helped me,
the way that you gave me the answers..
now i sit here,
soaking up the regret in the air..
i know it shouldve been my life,
not yours..
that person shouldve killed me,
not you..
i shouldve tried to save you..
i shouldve told your parents, ...
everyday at school..
im pretty sure it was all my fault,
that one unfaithful night..
the night of the full moon,
a year ago..
I still have to sit,
next to that empty seat..
the one that was yours,
the one at school..
i miss how you helped me,
the way that you gave me the answers..
now i sit here,
soaking up the regret in the air..
i know it shouldve been my life,
not yours..
that person shouldve killed me,
not you..
i shouldve tried to save you..
i shouldve told your parents, ...
85 reads
1 Comment
THE WINDOW (EXTENDED)
i look out the window and what do i see?
except for a better version of me.
she did the right where i did the wrong,
so i'm the one that wrote this song.
i'm here soaking up regret in the air,
you died thinking i never did care.
i wish i would've made the right choices,
now its to late, but i hear the voices.
saying all i should've said,
i never knew you would end up dead.
if i could have one last moment with you,
i would die to let you know i love you too.
the three seconds.
it would have took take make that call,
to show...
except for a better version of me.
she did the right where i did the wrong,
so i'm the one that wrote this song.
i'm here soaking up regret in the air,
you died thinking i never did care.
i wish i would've made the right choices,
now its to late, but i hear the voices.
saying all i should've said,
i never knew you would end up dead.
if i could have one last moment with you,
i would die to let you know i love you too.
the three seconds.
it would have took take make that call,
to show...
88 reads
0 Comments
DU Poetry : Submissions by sadgurl