Submissions by sadgurl
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
hi im taylor..i have been writing poetry for about 3 years and i have enjoyed reading poetry for about 5 years
Was all happy
I was happy,
Until I saw your face.
It killed me
My heart shattered
Into a million pieces
A life without you
Is a living hell.
My life was perfect
Then you showed up
You showed your face
And it bought back all
The memories
The pain
The happiness
The love
My feelings for you
They're still strong.
My dreams were shattered
The wedding ruined
The engagement ended
That was all you
My life was set
I was really happy
You broke my heart
And it mended itself
But now
It's in a...
Until I saw your face.
It killed me
My heart shattered
Into a million pieces
A life without you
Is a living hell.
My life was perfect
Then you showed up
You showed your face
And it bought back all
The memories
The pain
The happiness
The love
My feelings for you
They're still strong.
My dreams were shattered
The wedding ruined
The engagement ended
That was all you
My life was set
I was really happy
You broke my heart
And it mended itself
But now
It's in a...
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3 Comments
This Is Who I Am
I am a student
I have many problems
Most of the time I wish I wasnt here
I feel like I want to die.
I'm on this planet
I don't know why
I cry myself to sleep
This is who I am
Everyday
I hide
Hide away from the world
No one cares about me
There is one person
Who makes me happy
I love him to bits
But he's far away
This is who I am
I am fat
Ugly
Depressed
The list can go on and on
I fake a smile
Everyday
I hide the pain
While I fade away
You may see me as a
Happy...
I have many problems
Most of the time I wish I wasnt here
I feel like I want to die.
I'm on this planet
I don't know why
I cry myself to sleep
This is who I am
Everyday
I hide
Hide away from the world
No one cares about me
There is one person
Who makes me happy
I love him to bits
But he's far away
This is who I am
I am fat
Ugly
Depressed
The list can go on and on
I fake a smile
Everyday
I hide the pain
While I fade away
You may see me as a
Happy...
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3 Comments
Filthy Girl
Yes,
I'm talking about myself.
Everybody tells me,
Your a filthy girl.
I hear it from the teachers,
I hear it from te students.
Everywhere I go,
I'm surrounded by it.
I try to get away,
But it all just follows me.
It gets harder and harder,
to live my life.
I want it all to end,
suicide has come to my mind many times.
I've attempted it,
ten times in the past year.
Most of you will say I'm lying.
But this is the truth.
My life is full of hate,
I can't stand it anymore.
I've tried getting help,...
I'm talking about myself.
Everybody tells me,
Your a filthy girl.
I hear it from the teachers,
I hear it from te students.
Everywhere I go,
I'm surrounded by it.
I try to get away,
But it all just follows me.
It gets harder and harder,
to live my life.
I want it all to end,
suicide has come to my mind many times.
I've attempted it,
ten times in the past year.
Most of you will say I'm lying.
But this is the truth.
My life is full of hate,
I can't stand it anymore.
I've tried getting help,...
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0 Comments
it can't be you
I know you love me,
i know you really do.
i like you to,
but theres a problem
we can't be together.
i don't love you,
i only like you.
im in love,
in love with my boy.
he is my true love,
i can never leave him.
i am sorry,
but we can never be.
you are my friend,
my best friend.
im sorry,
thats all you can ever be,
to me.
You are always there for me,
i know that.
but me and you,
can only be friends.
i know what i need,
i need you as my friend,
nothing more.
please don't...
i know you really do.
i like you to,
but theres a problem
we can't be together.
i don't love you,
i only like you.
im in love,
in love with my boy.
he is my true love,
i can never leave him.
i am sorry,
but we can never be.
you are my friend,
my best friend.
im sorry,
thats all you can ever be,
to me.
You are always there for me,
i know that.
but me and you,
can only be friends.
i know what i need,
i need you as my friend,
nothing more.
please don't...
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1 Comment
f**ked Up
I know I'm not perfect,
I know I'm not always good.
I know I make mistakes,
And I know you feel bad.
But really,
Do I deserve to be punished.
For things I do wrong.
I may not be that perfect girl,
but sorry no one is.
I know I stuffed up,
I know I made,
That stuoide mistake.
Give me a second chance,
I know I can do better.
I really am sorry,
For making you feel bad.
Making you feel like its all your fault,
I should've been better.
It's my fuck up,
Don't blame yourself.
This wasn't your doing,...
I know I'm not always good.
I know I make mistakes,
And I know you feel bad.
But really,
Do I deserve to be punished.
For things I do wrong.
I may not be that perfect girl,
but sorry no one is.
I know I stuffed up,
I know I made,
That stuoide mistake.
Give me a second chance,
I know I can do better.
I really am sorry,
For making you feel bad.
Making you feel like its all your fault,
I should've been better.
It's my fuck up,
Don't blame yourself.
This wasn't your doing,...
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1 Comment
what i see...
every morning,
i hate looking in the mirror.
because all i see,
is a fat, ugly girl.
my father tells me,
i look ugly.
my mother says,
i have no taste in clothes.
when i look in the mirror,
i use to see a beautiful girl.
now i see,
a smoker, pothead, fat and ugly person.
when im told by my boyfriend im beautiful,
i turn my head and say im not,
im ugly.
all my friends can see my beauty,
i cant,
all i see is a depressive emo girl.
i hide this a lot,
but sometimes i cant.
i hate looking in the mirror.
because all i see,
is a fat, ugly girl.
my father tells me,
i look ugly.
my mother says,
i have no taste in clothes.
when i look in the mirror,
i use to see a beautiful girl.
now i see,
a smoker, pothead, fat and ugly person.
when im told by my boyfriend im beautiful,
i turn my head and say im not,
im ugly.
all my friends can see my beauty,
i cant,
all i see is a depressive emo girl.
i hide this a lot,
but sometimes i cant.
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2 Comments
Sometimes
sometimes in my life
im happy an smiling
or
sometimes in my life
im always sad and upset
or
sometimes inmy life
i feellike im by myself
and alone
or
sometimes in my life
i feel i have a family
that loves me forever
so
so who am i?
what is my feeling today?
i dont know anymore
this poem isnt written by me, this is my best friend Jaimey.
she asked me to post it for her :)
i will still take the comments and illpass them on to her
thankyou
sincerely...
im happy an smiling
or
sometimes in my life
im always sad and upset
or
sometimes inmy life
i feellike im by myself
and alone
or
sometimes in my life
i feel i have a family
that loves me forever
so
so who am i?
what is my feeling today?
i dont know anymore
this poem isnt written by me, this is my best friend Jaimey.
she asked me to post it for her :)
i will still take the comments and illpass them on to her
thankyou
sincerely...
72 reads
1 Comment
Death
death is dark
death is great
deep despair
a lot of pain
death is great
death is free
come take me
from this shithole land
suicide
it goes through my head everyday
fulfilling it with dreams and hope
maybe someday
ill behappy on this earth
but for now
death is dark
death is great
death take me away
from this hell hole
death is great
deep despair
a lot of pain
death is great
death is free
come take me
from this shithole land
suicide
it goes through my head everyday
fulfilling it with dreams and hope
maybe someday
ill behappy on this earth
but for now
death is dark
death is great
death take me away
from this hell hole
133 reads
6 Comments
f**k This Life
![restricted poem](/images/extremecontent.jpg)
143 reads
1 Comment
PLease Die!
![restricted poem](/images/extremecontent.jpg)
181 reads
2 Comments
The River
i was down there
at the river
it was me and my best friend
the a guy walks down
and guves me a cheeky grin
he started touching me
all over..
i told him to stop!
many times
yet he kept going..
he tried to get me
into the bushes
trying to get me naked...
i tried to get away.
many times
yet he held my arm tight..
i was helpless.
my best mate couldnt do anything
i was there crying
it was like a waterfall from my eyes
my best mate called his mum
she came to pick us up..
he only stop when he saw the police.. ...
at the river
it was me and my best friend
the a guy walks down
and guves me a cheeky grin
he started touching me
all over..
i told him to stop!
many times
yet he kept going..
he tried to get me
into the bushes
trying to get me naked...
i tried to get away.
many times
yet he held my arm tight..
i was helpless.
my best mate couldnt do anything
i was there crying
it was like a waterfall from my eyes
my best mate called his mum
she came to pick us up..
he only stop when he saw the police.. ...
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The Person Behind The Mask
I'm strong,
i laugh..
im the appiest girl on the planet,
i never have a problem..
well i wear this mask
behind it,
im lonely,
sad,
emo...
no one would,
ever guess it.
but im a cutter..
i have the scars to prove it.
i cry myself to sleep,
every single night.
i wait,
for everyone to go to sleep.
then i pull out the razor,
the tears run down my face..
No one will know until,
its too late and im dead
i laugh..
im the appiest girl on the planet,
i never have a problem..
well i wear this mask
behind it,
im lonely,
sad,
emo...
no one would,
ever guess it.
but im a cutter..
i have the scars to prove it.
i cry myself to sleep,
every single night.
i wait,
for everyone to go to sleep.
then i pull out the razor,
the tears run down my face..
No one will know until,
its too late and im dead
112 reads
1 Comment
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