Submissions by riyah_darling (DementedDamsel)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
To that dear relative of mine
I hate your guts for what they're worth
I hate the way you treat me, and make me feel like dirt.
You always think you're so fucking funny,making me hurt,
yeah I hate you, and all you're worth.
People say that I shouldn't say,
That I wish you could die
But after all the times you've made me cry
I wish that you would leave,
Leave and die.
I don't even want to see your face again,
I'd rather drown in puddles of rain
So keep the fuck out of my life.
Because I no longer want to know you,
and your inflicted pain
I hate the way you treat me, and make me feel like dirt.
You always think you're so fucking funny,making me hurt,
yeah I hate you, and all you're worth.
People say that I shouldn't say,
That I wish you could die
But after all the times you've made me cry
I wish that you would leave,
Leave and die.
I don't even want to see your face again,
I'd rather drown in puddles of rain
So keep the fuck out of my life.
Because I no longer want to know you,
and your inflicted pain
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Beautiful complexions.
Feeling stuck in a warp of never ending blackness
I see the bath and her almost flawless complexion
So beautifully she stares back at me
Her four walls hold her soothing heart
Forcefully I glare into the mirror
A reckless, abandoned soul glares back
I wish I could be like the beautiful lady behind me
Be able to pour my heart out on command
and yet still manage to be comforting.
Water flows from the taps so effortlesly
Scalding water burns against the bareness of my skin
Sadly I'd rather drown in this pain
Than...
I see the bath and her almost flawless complexion
So beautifully she stares back at me
Her four walls hold her soothing heart
Forcefully I glare into the mirror
A reckless, abandoned soul glares back
I wish I could be like the beautiful lady behind me
Be able to pour my heart out on command
and yet still manage to be comforting.
Water flows from the taps so effortlesly
Scalding water burns against the bareness of my skin
Sadly I'd rather drown in this pain
Than...
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spirit of the wolf
In your heart lays a spirit
of a fearless wolf
Curious,Peaceful
Beautiful & Free
A spirit often misunderstood
as intimidating and dangerous
Is the spirit which is courageous
and lets you have the ability
to dance in the clouds
where uniqueness lays.
of a fearless wolf
Curious,Peaceful
Beautiful & Free
A spirit often misunderstood
as intimidating and dangerous
Is the spirit which is courageous
and lets you have the ability
to dance in the clouds
where uniqueness lays.
#strength
#courage
#identity #misunderstood
#identity #misunderstood
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Never give up
.. A visual Poem...
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blind to death.
If my mouth stops speaking
would the fear of my heart echo
and rebound off my barriers
which I built
insecurely
to protect myself from society ?
If my heart stops beating
will my heartache subside ?
or will my pain still linger
in every single stab wound
of which I self inflicted
to try and ease this pain ?
If my lungs collapsed instantly
would you notice I've stopped breathing?
Take a moment of your time
to spend in silence
perhaps even pretend to mourn ?
If only you'd take a minute to accept
The truth that...
would the fear of my heart echo
and rebound off my barriers
which I built
insecurely
to protect myself from society ?
If my heart stops beating
will my heartache subside ?
or will my pain still linger
in every single stab wound
of which I self inflicted
to try and ease this pain ?
If my lungs collapsed instantly
would you notice I've stopped breathing?
Take a moment of your time
to spend in silence
perhaps even pretend to mourn ?
If only you'd take a minute to accept
The truth that...
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Rising waters.... * Cutting *
I am in a place so cold
that I cannot feel the light
Stuck in my heartaches rising waters
Usually I am a wise swimmer
but tonight I'm starting to drown
This silver boat my body's been sailing upon
is the only thing keeping me afloat
Each time it clashes and cuts against my skin
I'm slowly comforted from all the pain
that has brought me to this place
I'm told that the solution to these deep waters
is to keep holding on and to not let go
But why is it that
when you discover I've found strength within this boat
You tell me I must...
that I cannot feel the light
Stuck in my heartaches rising waters
Usually I am a wise swimmer
but tonight I'm starting to drown
This silver boat my body's been sailing upon
is the only thing keeping me afloat
Each time it clashes and cuts against my skin
I'm slowly comforted from all the pain
that has brought me to this place
I'm told that the solution to these deep waters
is to keep holding on and to not let go
But why is it that
when you discover I've found strength within this boat
You tell me I must...
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Digging graves in memories
I'm laying here in this empty room
dust on all the picture frames
memories swallowing me whole.
Echoes blow through cracked windows
like a desolate lonely scream
The wind always sounds so desperate
for a heart to take shelter in.
Leaves outside rustle uneasily
against the heavens tears
No life lives upon those fragile
branches
after years of love being denied
I breathe but only for today
sadly there's no glimpse of hope for
tomorrow
For this storm is only growing in anger
and this sheetless bed is a...
dust on all the picture frames
memories swallowing me whole.
Echoes blow through cracked windows
like a desolate lonely scream
The wind always sounds so desperate
for a heart to take shelter in.
Leaves outside rustle uneasily
against the heavens tears
No life lives upon those fragile
branches
after years of love being denied
I breathe but only for today
sadly there's no glimpse of hope for
tomorrow
For this storm is only growing in anger
and this sheetless bed is a...
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Wanted Dead
The sun in anger
hid in disgrace
to the blood
uneasily
sitting upon
my once clean sleeves.
The clouds in vengeance
poured raging tears
down upon my heart
that had sunk long ago
Lost and buried
gone well beneath my mask.
No umbrella to shield me
from the raging storms
of dark depression
and the nights of pain and confusion
which lay angry and lurking ahead.
Perhaps I should just sleep,
maybe life just wants me dead.
hid in disgrace
to the blood
uneasily
sitting upon
my once clean sleeves.
The clouds in vengeance
poured raging tears
down upon my heart
that had sunk long ago
Lost and buried
gone well beneath my mask.
No umbrella to shield me
from the raging storms
of dark depression
and the nights of pain and confusion
which lay angry and lurking ahead.
Perhaps I should just sleep,
maybe life just wants me dead.
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</3 a broken heart ?
I look back upon our faded happy memories
And tears stroll down my face
If only I could tell you
That I love you and that I'm sorry
I guess now it's just too late.
I wish that I could forget those nightmare hours
That I spent telling you we must part
I still feel cold and empty
Despite the fact it's been weeks
I guess you could call this a broken heart ?
I'm empty and I can't breathe without you
Without you there's no fixture
to these broken parts.
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And tears stroll down my face
If only I could tell you
That I love you and that I'm sorry
I guess now it's just too late.
I wish that I could forget those nightmare hours
That I spent telling you we must part
I still feel cold and empty
Despite the fact it's been weeks
I guess you could call this a broken heart ?
I'm empty and I can't breathe without you
Without you there's no fixture
to these broken parts.
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fancy words cant always explain
I'm laying here
Eyes welling with tears
No easy explination
Just
A damaged heart aching
Uneasily
Those around me lay peacefully sleeping
Whilst I lay dead
But yet
Still managing to breathe
And able to feel
Every ounce of pain
Upon my shoulders
Fancy words can't always explain
How a heart
Got into such distress
Leaving it stuck feeling dead
How a soul became so lost
And how I became
Well 'THIS'
Fancy words can't always explain
What I want to say ...
Eyes welling with tears
No easy explination
Just
A damaged heart aching
Uneasily
Those around me lay peacefully sleeping
Whilst I lay dead
But yet
Still managing to breathe
And able to feel
Every ounce of pain
Upon my shoulders
Fancy words can't always explain
How a heart
Got into such distress
Leaving it stuck feeling dead
How a soul became so lost
And how I became
Well 'THIS'
Fancy words can't always explain
What I want to say ...
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A complex state of dreaming (Cinquain)
Life
an illusion
a complex state of dreaming
overwhelming until death
sleeping
an illusion
a complex state of dreaming
overwhelming until death
sleeping
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Winter Girls
Death has always daunted most as a shallow cold being
compared to the warmth and compassion of lady love
" For as long as I can remember.. I've always been a winter girl.'
compared to the warmth and compassion of lady love
" For as long as I can remember.. I've always been a winter girl.'
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