Submissions by patient113 (sour girl)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
25th Aug 2014 7:57am
25th Aug 2014 7:57am
consume
its to far deep
its killing me
I can barely breath
god cant even hear me
devil doesn't need me
nobody sees me
shadow consume me
its killing me
I can barely breath
god cant even hear me
devil doesn't need me
nobody sees me
shadow consume me
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Aug 2014 7:45am
6th Aug 2014 7:45am
more then you know
in my dreams you still haunt me
with a cigarette and a bottle of stolen jack
just like the boy I used to know
you kiss me so sweetly
my heart shivers in your embrace
and life feels complete
but the sun does not sleep
when I wake tears I do weep
you were the only one who gave
my heart a reason to beat
for id still give you soul to keep
I loved you so it dint hurt to let you go
but I miss you more then you'll ever know
with a cigarette and a bottle of stolen jack
just like the boy I used to know
you kiss me so sweetly
my heart shivers in your embrace
and life feels complete
but the sun does not sleep
when I wake tears I do weep
you were the only one who gave
my heart a reason to beat
for id still give you soul to keep
I loved you so it dint hurt to let you go
but I miss you more then you'll ever know
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Jun 2014 00:32am
25th Jun 2014 00:32am
i am shadow
everything's gone still and I have gone stale
for even the god to which I pray
he and his creations have abandoned me
leaving ill tastes of hope that sours my
and a soul that's dying inside my eyes
I feel the constant of decay there is no longer night or day
only the ticking of the clock that's mocking my thoughts
when my world eats its self alive
I will devour there's
for even the god to which I pray
he and his creations have abandoned me
leaving ill tastes of hope that sours my
and a soul that's dying inside my eyes
I feel the constant of decay there is no longer night or day
only the ticking of the clock that's mocking my thoughts
when my world eats its self alive
I will devour there's
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Jun 2014 00:06am
10th Jun 2014 00:06am
just another dream
rows of endless bodies boxes
but no one there ever dies
the kid crys and if horrified to the bone
but still he sharpens the blade
pulling open my lids
putting it to my eye
it glides but the blood stings
threw the teary blur of the other
i see it put in a jar
the second time it doesn't hurt so much
but being blind brings on new fears
i feel a couple of worms placed in my sockets
and the box shuts
the box next to me contains a man made into a living bee hive
they crawl threw the hole in his head
his chest separates a thick...
but no one there ever dies
the kid crys and if horrified to the bone
but still he sharpens the blade
pulling open my lids
putting it to my eye
it glides but the blood stings
threw the teary blur of the other
i see it put in a jar
the second time it doesn't hurt so much
but being blind brings on new fears
i feel a couple of worms placed in my sockets
and the box shuts
the box next to me contains a man made into a living bee hive
they crawl threw the hole in his head
his chest separates a thick...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Jun 2014 6:28am
8th Jun 2014 6:28am
letting go
everything slows down and you see it unraveling
all of it its dying and yet we hold on so tightly life is about loss cuz no matter what you gain you cant take it with you when you leave
to tell you the truth even
pain becomes like a happiness after awhile it feels normal
all of it its dying and yet we hold on so tightly life is about loss cuz no matter what you gain you cant take it with you when you leave
to tell you the truth even
pain becomes like a happiness after awhile it feels normal
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
31st May 2014 6:38am
31st May 2014 6:38am
skin deep
flesh is just trash
worthless and degrading
diseased of sin
it should not be what defines the soul
when you think about it
pretty or ugly what does it matter
cuz this meat bag wont walk forever
judge not the makeup or flaws
but go by whats in the heart
worthless and degrading
diseased of sin
it should not be what defines the soul
when you think about it
pretty or ugly what does it matter
cuz this meat bag wont walk forever
judge not the makeup or flaws
but go by whats in the heart
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd May 2014 00:38am
23rd May 2014 00:38am
shadows eyes 2
the self's ate them self's
there is nothing left to feed
she's down to her last
slowly seeping into the emptiness
the light in her eyes if fading fast
death wont come for her
were the only ones on the other side
we just wait for
that one final night her eyes
wont open to morning light
it wont be long the
the soul can only take so much
there is nothing left to feed
she's down to her last
slowly seeping into the emptiness
the light in her eyes if fading fast
death wont come for her
were the only ones on the other side
we just wait for
that one final night her eyes
wont open to morning light
it wont be long the
the soul can only take so much
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
20th May 2014 4:29am
20th May 2014 4:29am
I DeKay
with each step and with each inhale of a drag I realize the emptiness that fills my insides no one but my shadow no death no life but yet im stuck in a living limbo if there is such a thing my lover gives no reply the intimacy is in my head our touch is dead as are all my friends... the stupid shit im just writing from my head I wish I could join my friends.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
15th May 2014 2:02am
15th May 2014 2:02am
drift
the essence of loneliness
is found in the words of the soulless
always out of place
and behind the mind frame
without reason or time
drifting from place to place
with no new story line
piece of mind is in dream
love always slip away
in the end only the shadows stay
is found in the words of the soulless
always out of place
and behind the mind frame
without reason or time
drifting from place to place
with no new story line
piece of mind is in dream
love always slip away
in the end only the shadows stay
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SELF POEM
Published
8th May 2014 7:48pm
8th May 2014 7:48pm
restless
melt the skin with in
sheaths of black leather
keep the infections underneath
hearts twisted
to cut up to love
turned its self inside out
my soul sunk to the floor
and went to the corner to die
but got tangled in the words on the wall
at night the body wants to fall
but the minds a restless creep
spinning fast the self's don't last
music plays but my guts wont stay down
the dead ones trip out my eyes
the spiders weave away life
time is a lie rewriting the same rhyme
the thoughts are about to eat me alive
I can only hope...
sheaths of black leather
keep the infections underneath
hearts twisted
to cut up to love
turned its self inside out
my soul sunk to the floor
and went to the corner to die
but got tangled in the words on the wall
at night the body wants to fall
but the minds a restless creep
spinning fast the self's don't last
music plays but my guts wont stay down
the dead ones trip out my eyes
the spiders weave away life
time is a lie rewriting the same rhyme
the thoughts are about to eat me alive
I can only hope...
43 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Apr 2014 8:04am
23rd Apr 2014 8:04am
stuff
leave it alone cant go home when the people who live there make so its just a place words eat sleep but do not dream just keeps the restless beat my reality does seep sometimes i wonder if the walls the only one that can see me cuz its not as though the celling can hear me
its all good though people dont understand me like that i have no nobody but judge not for there is no justice common sense is condemned and the unjust are praised they take it in stride but this is not my time or ryme
if you are soul less then are you god less.funny the things we think when there isnt no...
its all good though people dont understand me like that i have no nobody but judge not for there is no justice common sense is condemned and the unjust are praised they take it in stride but this is not my time or ryme
if you are soul less then are you god less.funny the things we think when there isnt no...
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