Submissions by pathrdnangel
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write what I feel
You Know
I hate this
I'm in such excruciating pain
Whats worse..
you put me there
you know whats even worse than that
I cant tell anyone
Not one soul..
you know whats even worse than that
You always said
You could never live with yourself
If you ever hurt me
And I don't know how I'm still breathing
In this day and age
I can't even find you
My love where are you?
I'm in such excruciating pain
Whats worse..
you put me there
you know whats even worse than that
I cant tell anyone
Not one soul..
you know whats even worse than that
You always said
You could never live with yourself
If you ever hurt me
And I don't know how I'm still breathing
In this day and age
I can't even find you
My love where are you?
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Lame
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My Love
I promised myself
This time..
yeah this time
I wouldn't let you get under my skin
But I let you.
And you're gone again
You disappeared.
Poof!
Just like that.
I can't find you.
And I'm the one who feels lost
How can that be?
Do anything to numb the pain.
Do anything to pass the time
Where are you?
Where are you my darling?
My heart? My soul? My love?
I swore to myself I'd never fall for you again
And I asked you before when I did would you catch me
You promised me you would..
But I'm on...
This time..
yeah this time
I wouldn't let you get under my skin
But I let you.
And you're gone again
You disappeared.
Poof!
Just like that.
I can't find you.
And I'm the one who feels lost
How can that be?
Do anything to numb the pain.
Do anything to pass the time
Where are you?
Where are you my darling?
My heart? My soul? My love?
I swore to myself I'd never fall for you again
And I asked you before when I did would you catch me
You promised me you would..
But I'm on...
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Yours
So much left unsaid
So much to say
Where do we go from here?
What is left that remains?
I long for the days
Where I wrapped my arms around you
And you leaned in for a kiss
Where I felt safe
That's all I miss
I was yours
And you were mine
You told me think long and hard
You were always on my mind
My muscle man
And I was your shorty
But, alas
So much has happened
Our story has been written
A beginning, a middle and an end
And I cant put the paper to the pen
It hurts to much.
This ain't...
So much to say
Where do we go from here?
What is left that remains?
I long for the days
Where I wrapped my arms around you
And you leaned in for a kiss
Where I felt safe
That's all I miss
I was yours
And you were mine
You told me think long and hard
You were always on my mind
My muscle man
And I was your shorty
But, alas
So much has happened
Our story has been written
A beginning, a middle and an end
And I cant put the paper to the pen
It hurts to much.
This ain't...
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At Our Spot
Our Spot.
Someones at our spot.
We aren't at our spot.
I wish we were.
Instead I'm here.
You're there.
Someone gave me more bad news today
Dealing with you
Are you not who I think you are?
I know you have a past
But did you let your past make you?
Or did you overcome it?
My thoughts go back to Our Spot
The look in your eyes
and the thoughts of mine
The flutter of my heart
The sweat in your hand
But we're not there
You're so far away from me.
And I'm here.
Are you still my man?
Or are...
Someones at our spot.
We aren't at our spot.
I wish we were.
Instead I'm here.
You're there.
Someone gave me more bad news today
Dealing with you
Are you not who I think you are?
I know you have a past
But did you let your past make you?
Or did you overcome it?
My thoughts go back to Our Spot
The look in your eyes
and the thoughts of mine
The flutter of my heart
The sweat in your hand
But we're not there
You're so far away from me.
And I'm here.
Are you still my man?
Or are...
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Shorty
My heart aches
God it burns!!
Do you think of me?
I saw a picture of you today
I can't be there with you
But my heart lept out
and fled to be there with you
My soul was vanquished
with every tear I shed
Because I'm empty
I'm gone.
I'm there with you
That's where I'm at.
I'm right there with you
In that hospital bed
Baby do you feel me?
That's me in your arms.
That's my soul in your heart.
That's my hand in yours.
I can't help it.
Some say I shouldn't feel this way
But baby I'm yours,...
God it burns!!
Do you think of me?
I saw a picture of you today
I can't be there with you
But my heart lept out
and fled to be there with you
My soul was vanquished
with every tear I shed
Because I'm empty
I'm gone.
I'm there with you
That's where I'm at.
I'm right there with you
In that hospital bed
Baby do you feel me?
That's me in your arms.
That's my soul in your heart.
That's my hand in yours.
I can't help it.
Some say I shouldn't feel this way
But baby I'm yours,...
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Not This Time
This is like a bad record
Another loved one in a bad spot
And here I am not able to speak a word.
We haven't spoken in days
And I cant get you out of my head
God please just let him be alright
I don't care if were together
I don't care if I ever lay eyes on him again
Just let him get through this.
Boy I was always to scared to tell you
But you had me hook, line and sinker.
That's why I snapped when you walked away
Because it crushed me.
I promised myself I'd never allow myself
to feel that again.
But...
Another loved one in a bad spot
And here I am not able to speak a word.
We haven't spoken in days
And I cant get you out of my head
God please just let him be alright
I don't care if were together
I don't care if I ever lay eyes on him again
Just let him get through this.
Boy I was always to scared to tell you
But you had me hook, line and sinker.
That's why I snapped when you walked away
Because it crushed me.
I promised myself I'd never allow myself
to feel that again.
But...
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Broken
Here I am.
Broken.
Tears barely escaping my eyes
Thought you were different.
Thought you were real.
You were different.
You were worse.
You swept in like a fire storm
And knocked me off my feet
Flipped me over backwards.
And I thought you caught me as I fell.
But you didn't.
You said you would.
You swore it. You promised.
Said you'd never let me get hurt.
And here I am.
Broken. Again.
A hundred promises.
A hundred hopes and lies.
I thought I was in your arms
I swear I was just a second ago. ...
Broken.
Tears barely escaping my eyes
Thought you were different.
Thought you were real.
You were different.
You were worse.
You swept in like a fire storm
And knocked me off my feet
Flipped me over backwards.
And I thought you caught me as I fell.
But you didn't.
You said you would.
You swore it. You promised.
Said you'd never let me get hurt.
And here I am.
Broken. Again.
A hundred promises.
A hundred hopes and lies.
I thought I was in your arms
I swear I was just a second ago. ...
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To My Son
I look at you and I see me
frolicking around at age three
Song carried in your heart
You and me, never to part
I remember you so tiny
So scared of what's in front of me
A lifetime of mine to lead
Just a tiny little weed
Growing up so strong
Yeah lifes not long
You're already seven
Not long before you're eleven
You've grown up so fast
So little, childhood lasts
Before long you'll be a full grown man
And ill love you more than any woman can
You're my son, you'll always be
My whole heart walking outside of me
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frolicking around at age three
Song carried in your heart
You and me, never to part
I remember you so tiny
So scared of what's in front of me
A lifetime of mine to lead
Just a tiny little weed
Growing up so strong
Yeah lifes not long
You're already seven
Not long before you're eleven
You've grown up so fast
So little, childhood lasts
Before long you'll be a full grown man
And ill love you more than any woman can
You're my son, you'll always be
My whole heart walking outside of me
...
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My Story
My story starts outoriginal at best
Just a little girl put through multiple tests
A home there or here Is my home anywhere?
But girl now you're grown, Each trial is your own
A tale of endometriosis Born that of sickness,
Can't stand, can't walk But no one listens to my talk
The pains so great, But all I get is hate
I had me a son though Little did I know,
He would be all I had As I write on this pad
A tale of hell No one believed id fell
Through pain love and misery Yeah you're hearing my history
A life of pain, Also a life of gain ...
Just a little girl put through multiple tests
A home there or here Is my home anywhere?
But girl now you're grown, Each trial is your own
A tale of endometriosis Born that of sickness,
Can't stand, can't walk But no one listens to my talk
The pains so great, But all I get is hate
I had me a son though Little did I know,
He would be all I had As I write on this pad
A tale of hell No one believed id fell
Through pain love and misery Yeah you're hearing my history
A life of pain, Also a life of gain ...
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Secret Spots
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Endometriosis
Endometriosis
No one knows about it,
Just call it a psychosis
Because of the pain,
It drives you insane
Talk about a fate worse than death
Yeal it'll steal your breath,
Can't walk can't breathe
Hell I can't even sleep
Tires of the narcs
Tired of no relief
Maybe the drink will help
Hell maybe even some green
Lord I just need relief!!!
No one knows about it,
Just call it a psychosis
Because of the pain,
It drives you insane
Talk about a fate worse than death
Yeal it'll steal your breath,
Can't walk can't breathe
Hell I can't even sleep
Tires of the narcs
Tired of no relief
Maybe the drink will help
Hell maybe even some green
Lord I just need relief!!!
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