Submissions by noirvixen
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i am a model, a photographer, and an poet looking to express her creative energy and share with others. i love to write when i am experiencing strong emotions. my favorite genre is erotic and i write short stories/ poems. thank you for viewing my work
SELF POEM
Published
1st Jun 2014 4:16am
1st Jun 2014 4:16am
Realization
I have been letting negativity seep in
But now in the moment
I will allow the negatively to
Break free from myself
Like shards of glass
Crashing
collapsing
This is the beginning
I will get it all out of my system
And take in a new
Life
A new existence
The balance
Is happening
Between
Dark
And light
Darkness
Is no longer a reality
Negativity
toxins
All gone
I shall reach my full potential
Tomorrow
Mark my words
This is it.
I will become
Everything
I feel...
But now in the moment
I will allow the negatively to
Break free from myself
Like shards of glass
Crashing
collapsing
This is the beginning
I will get it all out of my system
And take in a new
Life
A new existence
The balance
Is happening
Between
Dark
And light
Darkness
Is no longer a reality
Negativity
toxins
All gone
I shall reach my full potential
Tomorrow
Mark my words
This is it.
I will become
Everything
I feel...
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LOVE POEM
Published
28th Nov 2013 4:34pm
28th Nov 2013 4:34pm
Stranger
I want you to know
I wont forget that day
The day you broke my heart...
I felt happy, elated even
For no reason at all
by a sunshine filled day
You know how much I love the sun
You know how much I love to be outside
Just like you
in the yard under an old truck
Good old shade tree mechanic work tried and true
I came to visit you
See how you were doing, tell you how good I had been doing
I loved visiting you
You were my best friend
I could talk to you about cars or anything
and we'd laugh and joke together
Working hard you...
I wont forget that day
The day you broke my heart...
I felt happy, elated even
For no reason at all
by a sunshine filled day
You know how much I love the sun
You know how much I love to be outside
Just like you
in the yard under an old truck
Good old shade tree mechanic work tried and true
I came to visit you
See how you were doing, tell you how good I had been doing
I loved visiting you
You were my best friend
I could talk to you about cars or anything
and we'd laugh and joke together
Working hard you...
102 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Jan 2013 3:28am
26th Jan 2013 3:28am
Discipline
Sickening
A torment I thought I had lost years ago
I had become content
Happy for once
And I slipped up
What I had created was beauty
In my eyes
I craved the words
Skinny
Thin
You are too thin
Yes please tell me more
I loved the feeling of my bones
I could feel my pelvis laying down
Beautifully sculpted bones
I felt light
Lighter then a feather
Floating around inside of my head despite
the judgment passed from others
Who should love me
But this is the past
I have fallen
Slipped up
Back to the dark...
A torment I thought I had lost years ago
I had become content
Happy for once
And I slipped up
What I had created was beauty
In my eyes
I craved the words
Skinny
Thin
You are too thin
Yes please tell me more
I loved the feeling of my bones
I could feel my pelvis laying down
Beautifully sculpted bones
I felt light
Lighter then a feather
Floating around inside of my head despite
the judgment passed from others
Who should love me
But this is the past
I have fallen
Slipped up
Back to the dark...
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DARK POEM
Published
26th Jan 2013 3:12am
26th Jan 2013 3:12am
Demise
Tainted
Tainted dirty filthy
Doing the filthy deed
A work of her own
Smiling filthy grin
Blood stained teeth
dripping black liquid
A fresh wounded
Smoldering in the shadows
All light escaping his eyes
Bare heavy bones
Sinking into the hard wood
She sweeps gracefully by
Black silk gown brushing against his cheek
Down she gazes
Pitiful
no more but gone away
Just as the dust settles
you will be dust soon my love
Never again
A calm warm light pours into the space
Dirty grimy window seal
old tarnished glass...
Tainted dirty filthy
Doing the filthy deed
A work of her own
Smiling filthy grin
Blood stained teeth
dripping black liquid
A fresh wounded
Smoldering in the shadows
All light escaping his eyes
Bare heavy bones
Sinking into the hard wood
She sweeps gracefully by
Black silk gown brushing against his cheek
Down she gazes
Pitiful
no more but gone away
Just as the dust settles
you will be dust soon my love
Never again
A calm warm light pours into the space
Dirty grimy window seal
old tarnished glass...
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Nov 2012 6:08am
14th Nov 2012 6:08am
Realization
Crashing
Shards of glass ricochet
Shiny
Sharp as daggers cutting through the air
Oxygen seeping from her lips
Violent breaking
Bursts and screams
In the silence
In the isolation
Truth be told
This reality is nothing but a fantasy
in this realm perception of what is
Is perceived by an identity
Identified by lies
Of the race she belongs to
Dust clouds of glitter swirl in the space
Agony
Catastrophe
Bursting from a shrouded soul
Collapsing through time
And space
Enveloped by
evil ...
Shards of glass ricochet
Shiny
Sharp as daggers cutting through the air
Oxygen seeping from her lips
Violent breaking
Bursts and screams
In the silence
In the isolation
Truth be told
This reality is nothing but a fantasy
in this realm perception of what is
Is perceived by an identity
Identified by lies
Of the race she belongs to
Dust clouds of glitter swirl in the space
Agony
Catastrophe
Bursting from a shrouded soul
Collapsing through time
And space
Enveloped by
evil ...
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Oct 2012 5:56am
12th Oct 2012 5:56am
Yearning
Eyes shut in the darkness
Alone I am
Silence
Complete silence
I am existing completely
All that I am
With all that there is
I feel it
I feel
I feel and imagine
What it would be like
to have the presence of another
I feel a warmth
Hot sunlight
Grazing my closed eyelids
A magnetic force
Powerful
And entrancing
Coming to my being
You are coming to me
I inhale slowly
Slower
And exhale
My pulse quickens
Jolts of electric currents
Coursing through my veins
Adrenaline
Sensing
Sensitive...
Alone I am
Silence
Complete silence
I am existing completely
All that I am
With all that there is
I feel it
I feel
I feel and imagine
What it would be like
to have the presence of another
I feel a warmth
Hot sunlight
Grazing my closed eyelids
A magnetic force
Powerful
And entrancing
Coming to my being
You are coming to me
I inhale slowly
Slower
And exhale
My pulse quickens
Jolts of electric currents
Coursing through my veins
Adrenaline
Sensing
Sensitive...
115 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
7th Jul 2012 5:33am
7th Jul 2012 5:33am
The Truth Will Set You Free
Invisible
Light beams raining down
Harmony surrounding
a broken soul
Maimed by an ego
Negativity controlling
Shattered now
A mesmerized state
i am no better then you
The pure being of her soul
It reaches out
fragile and alone
Her true essence
Spilling from the depths below
I am human
I have faults
I have love
heat and energy surrounding her
Feeling numb
Wanting no more to then feel universal love
Ill intentions and a shrouded ego batter her soul
Anxiety torment
Closed tightly ...
Light beams raining down
Harmony surrounding
a broken soul
Maimed by an ego
Negativity controlling
Shattered now
A mesmerized state
i am no better then you
The pure being of her soul
It reaches out
fragile and alone
Her true essence
Spilling from the depths below
I am human
I have faults
I have love
heat and energy surrounding her
Feeling numb
Wanting no more to then feel universal love
Ill intentions and a shrouded ego batter her soul
Anxiety torment
Closed tightly ...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
31st May 2012 5:48am
31st May 2012 5:48am
Finale
Glittering scene of violence
Bloodshed
Angst
Beauty torn away
Dripping gore
Shattered bones
Ethereal agony surrounding
them all
The darkness enveloping
their bodies
All around
a haze and smog
Dirty dust smothers
Coming to an end
All of humanity will cease
The mind of creation
The mind of destruction
Willfully killing the innocent
And the guilty
Holding power
Pitiful human race
Oh so pitiful
Born into a world pure
born into a world so full of hatred
We create the hatred
The dust will fall ...
Bloodshed
Angst
Beauty torn away
Dripping gore
Shattered bones
Ethereal agony surrounding
them all
The darkness enveloping
their bodies
All around
a haze and smog
Dirty dust smothers
Coming to an end
All of humanity will cease
The mind of creation
The mind of destruction
Willfully killing the innocent
And the guilty
Holding power
Pitiful human race
Oh so pitiful
Born into a world pure
born into a world so full of hatred
We create the hatred
The dust will fall ...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
10th May 2012 4:17am
10th May 2012 4:17am
The Drones
The drones
Automatic
Metallic
Meticulous
delirious
they move about
Daily lives
nothing more then a lie
Sheep
A heard of cattle
Content with disarray
Obedient with miniscule offerings
Enough to get by with
But not enough to survive with
Starved of truth
And fed with lies
Guilty conscious
of matter and life
Mind control sweeping the nation
Dumbing down the masses
Premature death
To the living
Will we ever make it
To the elusive existence
Of nirvana
If it exists within the mind
It will...
Automatic
Metallic
Meticulous
delirious
they move about
Daily lives
nothing more then a lie
Sheep
A heard of cattle
Content with disarray
Obedient with miniscule offerings
Enough to get by with
But not enough to survive with
Starved of truth
And fed with lies
Guilty conscious
of matter and life
Mind control sweeping the nation
Dumbing down the masses
Premature death
To the living
Will we ever make it
To the elusive existence
Of nirvana
If it exists within the mind
It will...
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SELF POEM
Published
10th May 2012 4:07am
10th May 2012 4:07am
Transformation
Once the epitome of agony
Thick scars that cover
flesh
A reminder
A memory
of bitter thoughts
Unfulfilled desires
Mourning of the mind
And self hatred
Self created hatred
Ugly
Unsightly
Menacing
like the thoughts of past times
A vision
Of a haunting harmony
Of dark days
Always a beauty on
the inside
But never
The outside
But now as a butterfly
Escaping the tarnished
cocoon
Dust settling over the silent space
The inner workings of its hideout
Melding
Moving
Morphing
Changing...
Thick scars that cover
flesh
A reminder
A memory
of bitter thoughts
Unfulfilled desires
Mourning of the mind
And self hatred
Self created hatred
Ugly
Unsightly
Menacing
like the thoughts of past times
A vision
Of a haunting harmony
Of dark days
Always a beauty on
the inside
But never
The outside
But now as a butterfly
Escaping the tarnished
cocoon
Dust settling over the silent space
The inner workings of its hideout
Melding
Moving
Morphing
Changing...
113 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
20th Apr 2012 3:15am
20th Apr 2012 3:15am
Selling Your Soul
My fingertips tremble as I grasp the wheel
The night is falling
a light rain pours onto the glass
I open the mirror overhead
Gazing at a face covered in paint
Blush lipstick mascara
A perfect beauty
Gazing at a face covered in lies
My stomach it starts to turn
I fight this uneasy feeling
A feeling not so unfamiliar
Fingers reaching down now
to start the engine
On it goes
Pressing onto the pedal
in reverse
Is this a metaphor for my life?
In reverse I back up and out onto the roads
Into drive now
It begins
Heart...
The night is falling
a light rain pours onto the glass
I open the mirror overhead
Gazing at a face covered in paint
Blush lipstick mascara
A perfect beauty
Gazing at a face covered in lies
My stomach it starts to turn
I fight this uneasy feeling
A feeling not so unfamiliar
Fingers reaching down now
to start the engine
On it goes
Pressing onto the pedal
in reverse
Is this a metaphor for my life?
In reverse I back up and out onto the roads
Into drive now
It begins
Heart...
766 reads
2 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
20th Apr 2012 3:15am
20th Apr 2012 3:15am
Symphony Of The Mind
Electric light waves
Blazing and blurring
Beautiful symphony of the mind
Synthesizer
baseline
Cracking and ratting through my skull
Angelic voice bleeding through
Eternal
Ethereal
Dripping beauty
And colorful rhythm
Soothing my tarnished soul
Closing my eyes and sensing
visualizing
Given no picture
But only sounds
Speaking the feelings from my inner self
Louder and louder now
I turn it up
Turning up the emotions from within
Echoing chorus smashing the walls
and windows
Blaring away
Electric light...
Blazing and blurring
Beautiful symphony of the mind
Synthesizer
baseline
Cracking and ratting through my skull
Angelic voice bleeding through
Eternal
Ethereal
Dripping beauty
And colorful rhythm
Soothing my tarnished soul
Closing my eyes and sensing
visualizing
Given no picture
But only sounds
Speaking the feelings from my inner self
Louder and louder now
I turn it up
Turning up the emotions from within
Echoing chorus smashing the walls
and windows
Blaring away
Electric light...
70 reads
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