Submissions by nohope (nae)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
hi, im nae (: dont be afraid to comment on my poems. let me know what you think.
DARK POEM
Published
24th Mar 2011 1:03pm
24th Mar 2011 1:03pm
no hope
Hope is a four letter word that has lost its meaning. there is no escape for the darkness that has taken over. tears fill my eyes as various things cause my life to have no meaning. failure paints my walls with gloom with no real way to get away but to "leave this world behind"
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SONG LYRICS
Published
24th Mar 2011 12:30pm
24th Mar 2011 12:30pm
to where i must go
i must go away
my mind is gonna explode
i must get away
my life is on overload
i need change
things must not remain the same
i need help
to remove this pain
where is my peace?
im lost and all alone
i want hope
all my fears to release
my mind is gonna explode
i must get away
my life is on overload
i need change
things must not remain the same
i need help
to remove this pain
where is my peace?
im lost and all alone
i want hope
all my fears to release
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DARK POEM
Published
21st Mar 2011 00:21am
21st Mar 2011 00:21am
the end
im tired of being hurt
im done with the pain
im done with trying
my life is over
theres the knife
i'll cut til the death
deep cuts leave scars
scars remain til the end
the world has turned their backs
there arent anymore people
ive cried my last tear
ive taken my last breath
its over
im done with the pain
im done with trying
my life is over
theres the knife
i'll cut til the death
deep cuts leave scars
scars remain til the end
the world has turned their backs
there arent anymore people
ive cried my last tear
ive taken my last breath
its over
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SELF POEM
Published
10th Mar 2011 1:57pm
10th Mar 2011 1:57pm
...
People say it does not use but they don’t know how it feels
to be left in the dark to die. When your in pain screaming out for mercy but no
one hears you. The silence eats me a live so that’s why I take metal to my arm.
The pain loss the fear of rejection are relevant in my four walls that make my
life. I want to bring these walls down but im afraid wat is on the other side. One comes and they go still leaving a small
hole in my heart..the hole that a doctor cant fix. Whats the use? Why try? All is
failure…all is meaningless. Without them there is no me. I must find...
to be left in the dark to die. When your in pain screaming out for mercy but no
one hears you. The silence eats me a live so that’s why I take metal to my arm.
The pain loss the fear of rejection are relevant in my four walls that make my
life. I want to bring these walls down but im afraid wat is on the other side. One comes and they go still leaving a small
hole in my heart..the hole that a doctor cant fix. Whats the use? Why try? All is
failure…all is meaningless. Without them there is no me. I must find...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
27th Feb 2011 2:12am
27th Feb 2011 2:12am
music
music is the calming piece
the soul in me i must release
the lyrics show how i truely feel
the melody a remedy that helps me heal
the drums are the steady beat of my heart
cant do without or i shall fall apart
the base though not as strong to hear
just like the tears i cry will never fall apond ones ears
guitars can change the tune at will
the way my life has changed but still
the vocalist overpower the band you see
not for me. im quiet. that who i was meant to be
the soul in me i must release
the lyrics show how i truely feel
the melody a remedy that helps me heal
the drums are the steady beat of my heart
cant do without or i shall fall apart
the base though not as strong to hear
just like the tears i cry will never fall apond ones ears
guitars can change the tune at will
the way my life has changed but still
the vocalist overpower the band you see
not for me. im quiet. that who i was meant to be
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Feb 2011 2:41pm
25th Feb 2011 2:41pm
this is nae
im a failure. i cant do anything right. when ever i try i get distracted i freaking hate it. does anyone understand? everything is falling apart. dying in my pain. why am i so different? everyone around me is better than i. better looking...smarter....everything! why am i here? why didnt you take me instead of that sweet person you allowed to die?! tonight, i swear i shall take my last breath....
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th Jan 2011 10:48pm
20th Jan 2011 10:48pm
free for all
embrace the darkness all i do call
it will be the only thing that will catch you when you fall
do not rely on people or things you see every day
who treat you like crap in every way
instead let darkness take over to save your life
you might also want to get use to using that knife
this is something stupid that i made up
you probably wont like it...
it will be the only thing that will catch you when you fall
do not rely on people or things you see every day
who treat you like crap in every way
instead let darkness take over to save your life
you might also want to get use to using that knife
this is something stupid that i made up
you probably wont like it...
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Jan 2011 10:43pm
20th Jan 2011 10:43pm
cant have...
And dont say you understand how i feel because you dont. you have no idea how it feels to walk around in these shoes that dont fit. crawling, scraping my knees just to be able to look up at the light as it fades slowly. the end is near as i feel my heart stop in the thought o my agony in which you have caused. playing violin with my razor blade, the blood pours as the tears flow. why live if there is nothing to live for? people say they care about you, but in reality all they care is about themselves. let me be selfish just this one time. let me take what is not yours to touch, feel, or hold....
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SELF POEM
Published
18th Jan 2011 11:20pm
18th Jan 2011 11:20pm
...its every day
smile on my face
blood on my arm
broken inside
dying throughout
crying all day
writing all night
screaming in silence
sinking in doubt
its always night here with me
a hope for a better day is gone
because i saw the sun explode with my two eyes...
blood on my arm
broken inside
dying throughout
crying all day
writing all night
screaming in silence
sinking in doubt
its always night here with me
a hope for a better day is gone
because i saw the sun explode with my two eyes...
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DARK POEM
Published
18th Jan 2011 8:03pm
18th Jan 2011 8:03pm
no tangible item
whispers of hopelessness fill the room as it snffs all air from my lungs. I suffacate in the thought...im my thoughts. im losing it. wait, losing what? I never had anything so why should I get upset? Why the meds in my one hand and a bottle of deer park in the other? you cant lose wht you never had. maybe i never had them. never had you.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
17th Jan 2011 4:38am
17th Jan 2011 4:38am
where I want to be...
wishing i were at a place where i know i belong. a place where pain won't hurt me anymore. please bring me to this place! i've cried so much that i can't even stand so im falling on my face begging please show me how it feels to be happy again. i wantto laugh again, i want to experience the joy that i once had before he took it away. i keep crying out, but no one hears me. so i guess ive become friends with my fate.
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Jan 2011 2:16am
17th Jan 2011 2:16am
sea of lies
Living every day in darkness never to see the light again. there is no such thing as happiness in my world just pain and lies that seem to paint the walls of my heart with vivid colors of black and red. black...the lies and hurt caused by the people who say they love me. red...the blood in which i force from my veins with blades of comfort. the life in which i live is a joke that isnt funny cutting the heart as a butcher cuts meat. when will the truth finally come like clothes that have been through the wash...clean will you ever know the agony that was brought with your flamming tongues of...
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