Submissions by nikkimoe
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
everything I write was born in that moment, and will live on forever :)
Just An Apparition
~ Fading ~~
Sometimes I want to walk in front of a speeding car
I have a sneaking suspicion it would just pass right through me
I think I might be a ghost, maybe I died when I was 15,
maybe someone made this life for me in their head
and I truly do not exist, I just think I do
because someone wont let me go.
Sometimes I want to walk in front of a speeding car
I have a sneaking suspicion it would just pass right through me
I think I might be a ghost, maybe I died when I was 15,
maybe someone made this life for me in their head
and I truly do not exist, I just think I do
because someone wont let me go.
80 reads
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Don't Open That Door
My brain backed up like a toilet
all this shit came bubbling to the surface,
and the hate, well it's fucking everywhere
and it will not be contained,
smashing your face would be to easy
I would much rather fuck your fate
and kill your destiny...
But who has time for all that?...
Strangely enough I do,
well.....today anyways.....
all this shit came bubbling to the surface,
and the hate, well it's fucking everywhere
and it will not be contained,
smashing your face would be to easy
I would much rather fuck your fate
and kill your destiny...
But who has time for all that?...
Strangely enough I do,
well.....today anyways.....
110 reads
8 Comments
Mop City
the train of thought
has derailed
all that bullshit
has spilled out,
now I'm supposed
to clean it up,
laziness decided
to let it seep into
everything,
corrode the masses
and the grasses
with all my hate
and disdain
for you
and this
and that,
I marked those
words on chalkboard
only to erase them
and then wrote them again
oh how I hate repetition
but sometimes it's
the only thing to do.
The only thing to do.
The Sense Keeper
has...
has derailed
all that bullshit
has spilled out,
now I'm supposed
to clean it up,
laziness decided
to let it seep into
everything,
corrode the masses
and the grasses
with all my hate
and disdain
for you
and this
and that,
I marked those
words on chalkboard
only to erase them
and then wrote them again
oh how I hate repetition
but sometimes it's
the only thing to do.
The only thing to do.
The Sense Keeper
has...
68 reads
8 Comments
The Red Sea of Darkened Memories
We parted ways
like Moses parted waves
it was instantaneous,
magic if you will.
I look for the crystal ball
the one that hides your face
one final glimpse, that's it
so that last fucked up memory can fade.
Seeing you as something other
than a monster in a closet gripping his pants
I need that,
perhaps.....
like Moses parted waves
it was instantaneous,
magic if you will.
I look for the crystal ball
the one that hides your face
one final glimpse, that's it
so that last fucked up memory can fade.
Seeing you as something other
than a monster in a closet gripping his pants
I need that,
perhaps.....
71 reads
7 Comments
Sleep Tight
I totally humped your pillow.
Weird right?
No special reason really.....
maybe it's a character flaw of mine
humping unsuspecting peoples pillows
just for kicks, or maybe I'm sick?
who knows.....
but I humped it...
shitty, soft, no support pillow
once I was on it I'll admit I felt like a weirdo
but I kept going...hell, I was already there
why not hump my way to the finish line,
I'm busy doing my thing and I can
hear your neighbors talk about their begonias
through your open...
Weird right?
No special reason really.....
maybe it's a character flaw of mine
humping unsuspecting peoples pillows
just for kicks, or maybe I'm sick?
who knows.....
but I humped it...
shitty, soft, no support pillow
once I was on it I'll admit I felt like a weirdo
but I kept going...hell, I was already there
why not hump my way to the finish line,
I'm busy doing my thing and I can
hear your neighbors talk about their begonias
through your open...
76 reads
6 Comments
Cocktail Sauce
Eat my heart out
with a shrimp fork
it's tiny like that,
I must warn you though
once you cut through the
rough exterior,
you will have to feel around
and really look because it
hides in the darkness,
(okay maybe it doesn't hide
but it definitely lurks)
you wont feel it beating
it does not need to,
I'm kind of like
the veal of the heart world,
from the moment it was born
I ripped it away from myself
locking it in a small cage
never letting the love touch it,
it's going to be tender at first ...
with a shrimp fork
it's tiny like that,
I must warn you though
once you cut through the
rough exterior,
you will have to feel around
and really look because it
hides in the darkness,
(okay maybe it doesn't hide
but it definitely lurks)
you wont feel it beating
it does not need to,
I'm kind of like
the veal of the heart world,
from the moment it was born
I ripped it away from myself
locking it in a small cage
never letting the love touch it,
it's going to be tender at first ...
127 reads
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A Faint Strange Sound
Those heart strings......
The only thing pulling on mine
is the hanged man
I could cut him loose
but I let that fucker dangle like dingle berries,
best part is dummy has had scissors
in his pocket the whole time
so yeah, he can hang there
tugging and struggling
until he dies
or, and it's a huge or
he frees himself.
The only thing pulling on mine
is the hanged man
I could cut him loose
but I let that fucker dangle like dingle berries,
best part is dummy has had scissors
in his pocket the whole time
so yeah, he can hang there
tugging and struggling
until he dies
or, and it's a huge or
he frees himself.
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10 Comments
Dangerous Blueberries on Fried Apple
Easiest thing I ever did was lose it.
breaking faces and breaking hearts
I walk away from everything
smiling,
there wouldn't be a story for me to tell
if I never let things die,
I need it, I think
wilting
twisting
turning
wait for it
the end,
but it isn't really
it could be
but I'm selfish
I need more pain
the anguish was boring
I want the blood
cry
and cry
and cry
I run the fuck away
remembering words
for poems
and stories ...
breaking faces and breaking hearts
I walk away from everything
smiling,
there wouldn't be a story for me to tell
if I never let things die,
I need it, I think
wilting
twisting
turning
wait for it
the end,
but it isn't really
it could be
but I'm selfish
I need more pain
the anguish was boring
I want the blood
cry
and cry
and cry
I run the fuck away
remembering words
for poems
and stories ...
60 reads
4 Comments
Cold Soup
To alleviate
all that pain
you speak of
I would have
to blow your
fucking head off
to release it,
being a decent person
the only bullet I have
is for myself,
and it's silver
just in case
I turn into a werewolf,
which is more likely
then you turning
into a man.
all that pain
you speak of
I would have
to blow your
fucking head off
to release it,
being a decent person
the only bullet I have
is for myself,
and it's silver
just in case
I turn into a werewolf,
which is more likely
then you turning
into a man.
143 reads
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Plastic
That poor girl
the one who
hates her reflection,
all of it disgusts her.
She wants love
to hold it to feel it
to smell it to have it,
yet her appearance
she thinks is stopping it.
She starts with her hair
changing its color
dark light
and dark again
it's never right,
she gets contacts
blue, green
even purple
anything to deny the brown,
her nose deemed imperfect
is now straight like an arrow,
her thought to be thin lips
now utter self hate from puffy clouds,
and love has still not found her,
her...
the one who
hates her reflection,
all of it disgusts her.
She wants love
to hold it to feel it
to smell it to have it,
yet her appearance
she thinks is stopping it.
She starts with her hair
changing its color
dark light
and dark again
it's never right,
she gets contacts
blue, green
even purple
anything to deny the brown,
her nose deemed imperfect
is now straight like an arrow,
her thought to be thin lips
now utter self hate from puffy clouds,
and love has still not found her,
her...
97 reads
5 Comments
The Top Shelf
Monarchs of Scotland
Entertaining With Friends
The Queen of The Damned Arrived
she started telling jokes about The Virgin Suicides
Enchanting a Disenchanted World,
so she thought,
Two men enter The House of Sand and Fog
David and Goliath, they're wearing Mysterious Skin
they talk of a Cell and a Garden of Shadows
and something about Petals On The Wind,
someone in the back yells "That Boy Ain't Right"
and someone replies "who?" "Otto's Boy?"
others chat about the Deep End of The Ocean
and the women...
Entertaining With Friends
The Queen of The Damned Arrived
she started telling jokes about The Virgin Suicides
Enchanting a Disenchanted World,
so she thought,
Two men enter The House of Sand and Fog
David and Goliath, they're wearing Mysterious Skin
they talk of a Cell and a Garden of Shadows
and something about Petals On The Wind,
someone in the back yells "That Boy Ain't Right"
and someone replies "who?" "Otto's Boy?"
others chat about the Deep End of The Ocean
and the women...
61 reads
7 Comments
I Need Blackout Curtains, This Sun Shit Is Annoying
Epiphany's at dawn
aren't they the best?
I am better off without you
I live without you
and always could,
I was lying to you and myself
when I said I would love you forever,
you say it enough and you believe it
and it becomes a truth within a lie
and one day you wake up the dream is over
and all that fake love dissipates into the atmosphere,
it was not love that would last forever
it is the memories....
Time to rise and shine after that bullshit it's coffee time
but of course I will need to get dressed and go get some...
aren't they the best?
I am better off without you
I live without you
and always could,
I was lying to you and myself
when I said I would love you forever,
you say it enough and you believe it
and it becomes a truth within a lie
and one day you wake up the dream is over
and all that fake love dissipates into the atmosphere,
it was not love that would last forever
it is the memories....
Time to rise and shine after that bullshit it's coffee time
but of course I will need to get dressed and go get some...
72 reads
4 Comments
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