Submissions by nellul (Train Wreck)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
My poems are my getaway.
DARK POEM
Published
21st Dec 2012 7:21am
21st Dec 2012 7:21am
Nothing.
I am numb
And yet this chill
A tingle
Is coursing through my body
And then I will randomly
Feel heat
Rush through my veins
I am a fast food container
They have me when they want me
Store me away if I'm not finished
And when I am all used up
They chuck me out
And the process
Is infinite
Fuck feeling
Fuck the world
Fuck them
Fuck me
And yet this chill
A tingle
Is coursing through my body
And then I will randomly
Feel heat
Rush through my veins
I am a fast food container
They have me when they want me
Store me away if I'm not finished
And when I am all used up
They chuck me out
And the process
Is infinite
Fuck feeling
Fuck the world
Fuck them
Fuck me
122 reads
DARK POEM
Published
17th Dec 2012 7:04am
17th Dec 2012 7:04am
Puppeteer
Mastered by pain
Motivated by death
Unable to calm the storm
Growing in the soul
Blinded by hatred
Secluded by love
Turning the innocent
Into killers
Encased by darkness
Encouraged by evil
Forever tangled
In the poisonous web of jealousy
Rejected by many
Cured by one
Waiting for the day
They can free themselves
Escaping from the hurt
Accepting affection
Creating a path
To living in normality
Motivated by death
Unable to calm the storm
Growing in the soul
Blinded by hatred
Secluded by love
Turning the innocent
Into killers
Encased by darkness
Encouraged by evil
Forever tangled
In the poisonous web of jealousy
Rejected by many
Cured by one
Waiting for the day
They can free themselves
Escaping from the hurt
Accepting affection
Creating a path
To living in normality
118 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
11th Dec 2012 9:42am
11th Dec 2012 9:42am
Friend or Foe
Causing pleasure
Leaving hurt
A brief release from reality
Suffering a constant reminder of hurt
Calmness overcomes body
Storm raging in mind
Twitching to use it
Leaving blood in its wake
Smiling wickedly
Vampire like fangs
Calling soothing words
Underlied with deceit
Waiting for its next victim
Someone full of self hate
Wishing to control slivers
Of their life
So we wonder if it's
Prison or Freedom?
Good or Evil?
Friend or Foe?
Leaving hurt
A brief release from reality
Suffering a constant reminder of hurt
Calmness overcomes body
Storm raging in mind
Twitching to use it
Leaving blood in its wake
Smiling wickedly
Vampire like fangs
Calling soothing words
Underlied with deceit
Waiting for its next victim
Someone full of self hate
Wishing to control slivers
Of their life
So we wonder if it's
Prison or Freedom?
Good or Evil?
Friend or Foe?
108 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
6th Dec 2012 10:27am
6th Dec 2012 10:27am
Two Worlds
Maggots eating flesh
Body decaying
Insides rotting
Clothes decomposing
The dead conversing
Their whispers heard throughout
Speaking to anyone willing to listen
To those who are not afraid
Old life out of grasp
Unable to let go of the past
Trailing special prey
To feel purpose
Black skies
Dreary clouds
Follow those
Haunted by the deceased
Incompetent to rid themselves
Of the ghost
Of the human
Of the person they want back
Body decaying
Insides rotting
Clothes decomposing
The dead conversing
Their whispers heard throughout
Speaking to anyone willing to listen
To those who are not afraid
Old life out of grasp
Unable to let go of the past
Trailing special prey
To feel purpose
Black skies
Dreary clouds
Follow those
Haunted by the deceased
Incompetent to rid themselves
Of the ghost
Of the human
Of the person they want back
162 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
5th Dec 2012 4:43am
5th Dec 2012 4:43am
The Journey
Before
Trees blooming to life
Sun overpowering clear blue sky
Wind softly dancing on my skin
Beautiful noises fusing in harmony
The Earth rotating on its axis
You are here
During
Leaves floating down to dead grass
Sun hidden by clouds
Wind sending chills through my body
Raggered breaths break the silence
The Earth is not spinning
You are split in between two worlds
After
No trees or leaves
Grey, black thunderstorms hovering above
Breeze stabbing me body, I am numb ...
Trees blooming to life
Sun overpowering clear blue sky
Wind softly dancing on my skin
Beautiful noises fusing in harmony
The Earth rotating on its axis
You are here
During
Leaves floating down to dead grass
Sun hidden by clouds
Wind sending chills through my body
Raggered breaths break the silence
The Earth is not spinning
You are split in between two worlds
After
No trees or leaves
Grey, black thunderstorms hovering above
Breeze stabbing me body, I am numb ...
107 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2012 9:17am
3rd Dec 2012 9:17am
House of Grief
When I'm with them,
I am not alone in my house of grief
They all know
The architecture as i do
From sorrowful room to another
They walk by my side
Making the whole disjointed structure
Of pain and emptiness
Not quite as frightening
As it was before
When I was alone
I am not alone in my house of grief
They all know
The architecture as i do
From sorrowful room to another
They walk by my side
Making the whole disjointed structure
Of pain and emptiness
Not quite as frightening
As it was before
When I was alone
109 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2012 7:18am
3rd Dec 2012 7:18am
Blinded
Cries of hurt
Tears of pain
Wishing it would all dissolve
How did no one notice?
You were drowning in your despair
Why weren't you screaming for help?
Souls forever scarred
Ridden with guilt
All ignoring a problem right infront of us
Maybe we were blinded by cowardice
Because who wants to see something so ugly
Happen right in front of them?
Now its too late
You couldn't save yourself
We didn't have the courage to see
Your wish was granted
Maybe it was for the best
And now we are ruined by...
Tears of pain
Wishing it would all dissolve
How did no one notice?
You were drowning in your despair
Why weren't you screaming for help?
Souls forever scarred
Ridden with guilt
All ignoring a problem right infront of us
Maybe we were blinded by cowardice
Because who wants to see something so ugly
Happen right in front of them?
Now its too late
You couldn't save yourself
We didn't have the courage to see
Your wish was granted
Maybe it was for the best
And now we are ruined by...
102 reads
1 Comment
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