Submissions by morphineLace (julia sucks)

AN: This is very old. really old feelings that i found in an old google doc. they are no longer relevant or true. i just liked the words and expression.
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oh my god
oh my god im so in love with her
oh my god

her hands
the feel of her hands
the cold skin of her hands
the skinny fingers that SO LUSTFULLY AND LONGINGLY ENCASE MINE, YET ONLY TEMPORARILY AS IF ITS FORBIDDEN OR SOMETHING, AND IN MY MIND, I DON’T WANT TO BE, BUT MY SOCIAL BOUNDARIES LOCK ME INTO HORRIBLE CONFINEMENTS.
THEY REACH OUT TO FIND MINE AND ITS NOT LIKE WE FUNCTION TOGETHER...

sh. la. st.

You would think she would have someone better,
You would think the best people... deserve the best people.
She deserves anyone. And no one deserves her.
This confuses me.
He's no one compared to her illustrious beauty and skill; why is the universe this unbalanced?
You would think it didn't work like that.
You would think she would have someone of equal perfection.
I mean...
She's so gorgeous. Beauty pools in every crevice of her being.
So why is he so lucky?
And,
What's he got on me?