Submissions by mistyfied (Dezeri)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i still have a lot to learn and iam learning and my love for writing is that it frees me to express myself in away that i can't when speaking.
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th Dec 2010 10:10pm
28th Dec 2010 10:10pm
Not enough time!!
there is not enough time in
this life, to stop and apologize
for all the hurts i'vecaused,
or the one'si've made cry.
i give you all my deepest
acknowledgement,
i apologize.
now who's gonna be
left to grieve me?
i have been not so good and most deceiving,
now in this short distance, i see no one
reaching for me and this is my ending.
this life, to stop and apologize
for all the hurts i'vecaused,
or the one'si've made cry.
i give you all my deepest
acknowledgement,
i apologize.
now who's gonna be
left to grieve me?
i have been not so good and most deceiving,
now in this short distance, i see no one
reaching for me and this is my ending.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
24th Nov 2010 5:30am
24th Nov 2010 5:30am
( i don't bleed much these days)
I don't bleed much these days
because i feel numb.
all thehurts of being did wrong,
i don't have a care
yet the pain is to hard to bare.
maybe this is something
i need to feel, because it hurts
to much to let it heal.
as long as i feel this way,
i will never forget the shame,
feels all too much like
it just happened yesterday.
because i feel numb.
all thehurts of being did wrong,
i don't have a care
yet the pain is to hard to bare.
maybe this is something
i need to feel, because it hurts
to much to let it heal.
as long as i feel this way,
i will never forget the shame,
feels all too much like
it just happened yesterday.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Nov 2010 8:37pm
6th Nov 2010 8:37pm
can you hear me?
when all my hope
is gone, and iam feeling
dry and all alone,
i never get
a call from you
no how you doings?
or i'm coming to
see you?
you only
miss me
when it's convenient
for you,
then after you get
what you want,
your done, your through.
i know that i have wasted
my precious time,
holding onto someone
that can never be mine.
sad to say, but times ticking
away, gotta be done with you
before it's too late.
is gone, and iam feeling
dry and all alone,
i never get
a call from you
no how you doings?
or i'm coming to
see you?
you only
miss me
when it's convenient
for you,
then after you get
what you want,
your done, your through.
i know that i have wasted
my precious time,
holding onto someone
that can never be mine.
sad to say, but times ticking
away, gotta be done with you
before it's too late.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Oct 2010 4:01am
27th Oct 2010 4:01am
false hope)
you entrap me with
passion, if only you'd
look deeper in
you would see
there is more to thenaked
eye that meets
me.
it's all good
when were
lay'in in
but after
i give in
your the
only one
that seems
to win.
you so easily let me
go, but yet i can't say
no, the erotic
kinda hold.
but when we get together
things unfold,
what is this hold
on me, you got
sowed?
and how come i just can't
say no?
passion, if only you'd
look deeper in
you would see
there is more to thenaked
eye that meets
me.
it's all good
when were
lay'in in
but after
i give in
your the
only one
that seems
to win.
you so easily let me
go, but yet i can't say
no, the erotic
kinda hold.
but when we get together
things unfold,
what is this hold
on me, you got
sowed?
and how come i just can't
say no?
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd Oct 2010 5:55am
22nd Oct 2010 5:55am
being a pawn)
you played the game
with your best
hand.
got what you
wanted in and
out again.
how could i
have been
so stupid
to let you
win ?
when all along
i had an ace in
my hand.
your trickery
and deceit
munipulated me
into defeat,
i had the strength
all along
but you fooled
me.
after you let out your
high card,
you boggled
my mind
and took
my heart.
way to go
jack, but i
have a funny
feeling
that you'll be
back.
with your best
hand.
got what you
wanted in and
out again.
how could i
have been
so stupid
to let you
win ?
when all along
i had an ace in
my hand.
your trickery
and deceit
munipulated me
into defeat,
i had the strength
all along
but you fooled
me.
after you let out your
high card,
you boggled
my mind
and took
my heart.
way to go
jack, but i
have a funny
feeling
that you'll be
back.
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LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Oct 2010 00:10am
22nd Oct 2010 00:10am
if only you'd looked inside)
if you saw the
real me, there
would be no question
of who is she?
inside iam as beautiful
as god wants me
to be,
but to you
only the lies
of your naked eye's
see the deceptive
part that has no truth.
my feelings, my thoughts, and inner
fears that hunt me,
you never asked me for it
because you did not wanna
know it.
i tried to show you
my true feelings
and how it feels to have
someone love you,
but you only pushed me
away because my light
was to bright for you.
yeah...
real me, there
would be no question
of who is she?
inside iam as beautiful
as god wants me
to be,
but to you
only the lies
of your naked eye's
see the deceptive
part that has no truth.
my feelings, my thoughts, and inner
fears that hunt me,
you never asked me for it
because you did not wanna
know it.
i tried to show you
my true feelings
and how it feels to have
someone love you,
but you only pushed me
away because my light
was to bright for you.
yeah...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th Oct 2010 10:12pm
20th Oct 2010 10:12pm
i forgive you)
you may have stolen
my youth from
me,
the hurts,the
pain and
torturing.
in me you
did not see
the person
i could be,
it took
me so long
to find the
comfort to be.
i held onto
the pain
in my life
thinking
what is wrong
with me?
what is it
that you did'nt
like?
all those
tears i cried
all those times i tried,
inside i wanted
to give up and die.
but the things
i discovered now
that i have finally
arrived, i just
wanna say i forgive you...
my youth from
me,
the hurts,the
pain and
torturing.
in me you
did not see
the person
i could be,
it took
me so long
to find the
comfort to be.
i held onto
the pain
in my life
thinking
what is wrong
with me?
what is it
that you did'nt
like?
all those
tears i cried
all those times i tried,
inside i wanted
to give up and die.
but the things
i discovered now
that i have finally
arrived, i just
wanna say i forgive you...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th Oct 2010 5:57am
20th Oct 2010 5:57am
i'm not pretty anymore
just as time
marched on
i never thought
the day would come,
nothing has happened to scar my face
but age has flawed it
i'm not pretty anymore
and i can't hide it.
no one looks my way anymore
when i walk
it's like i don't exsist
i'm like a shadow
in the dark
or a forgotten
dream.
my beauty is
what made
people wanna be next to
me.
i cry at night
because i wanna know
why me?
i'm not pretty anymore
and damn it that
scares me.
marched on
i never thought
the day would come,
nothing has happened to scar my face
but age has flawed it
i'm not pretty anymore
and i can't hide it.
no one looks my way anymore
when i walk
it's like i don't exsist
i'm like a shadow
in the dark
or a forgotten
dream.
my beauty is
what made
people wanna be next to
me.
i cry at night
because i wanna know
why me?
i'm not pretty anymore
and damn it that
scares me.
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UPBEAT POEM
Published
19th Oct 2010 3:15am
19th Oct 2010 3:15am
soul ties
never thought the night
i accepted your advances,
that the surrendering
for me would go so very deep.
what kind of curse
did ya put on me?
after the connection
feelings were set
free,
it was not easy
for me to brake
the chain
that was tied
so tight.
i wish i had of
said no to you
that night,
getting over you was
an inner struggle
and emotional fight.
i did not know
what was wrong with me
time and time again
i'd take you back
time moved on for you
and stayed still
for me....
i accepted your advances,
that the surrendering
for me would go so very deep.
what kind of curse
did ya put on me?
after the connection
feelings were set
free,
it was not easy
for me to brake
the chain
that was tied
so tight.
i wish i had of
said no to you
that night,
getting over you was
an inner struggle
and emotional fight.
i did not know
what was wrong with me
time and time again
i'd take you back
time moved on for you
and stayed still
for me....
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ANGER POEM
Published
13th Oct 2010 6:37am
13th Oct 2010 6:37am
how could you love a white girl more then me?
how could you love a white girl
more then me?
you come to me with your lies
and to feel the heat,
yet there was one thing
that i could not compete
after you got
from on top of me,
you went home
leaving me all
alone.
can't even call you
on the phone
sitting up there with
that white b!t#h
lying and carrying
on.
more then me?
you come to me with your lies
and to feel the heat,
yet there was one thing
that i could not compete
after you got
from on top of me,
you went home
leaving me all
alone.
can't even call you
on the phone
sitting up there with
that white b!t#h
lying and carrying
on.
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Oct 2010 9:02am
3rd Oct 2010 9:02am
pushed away!
as the air touches my back
in the dark of night,
i sit outside and think of you
and why you left my life.
the smell of your hair,
the look in your eyes
when you were once excited to see
me.
the ignited passion of the nights
we had,as you brought me as close to the heavens
the best feeling i ever had.
the only love i ever knew was
you, there is no other for me
no one can ever replace you.
i will never for get
the pleasure youbrought me
at best, you were the one,
i never saw my life in the arms of...
in the dark of night,
i sit outside and think of you
and why you left my life.
the smell of your hair,
the look in your eyes
when you were once excited to see
me.
the ignited passion of the nights
we had,as you brought me as close to the heavens
the best feeling i ever had.
the only love i ever knew was
you, there is no other for me
no one can ever replace you.
i will never for get
the pleasure youbrought me
at best, you were the one,
i never saw my life in the arms of...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
23rd Sep 2010 8:26am
23rd Sep 2010 8:26am
A certain peace)
A sky lit by a burnt
orange light,
i watch the sun
fade into the
evening sight.
as i walk i
feel the rise
of the ocean breeze
blowing so
warm it ignites
me, bringing out
the sultry side i buried
deep.
never have i before
had this kind of peace,
these dreamy nights
will always be
with me.
i feel the sand
under my feet,
i promise myself
in this moment
that i will
never take for granted
thismagical beauty.
orange light,
i watch the sun
fade into the
evening sight.
as i walk i
feel the rise
of the ocean breeze
blowing so
warm it ignites
me, bringing out
the sultry side i buried
deep.
never have i before
had this kind of peace,
these dreamy nights
will always be
with me.
i feel the sand
under my feet,
i promise myself
in this moment
that i will
never take for granted
thismagical beauty.
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