Submissions by mcr4everyoung
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
forbidden love
I see you stand there and talk to my crush
I don't think much of you but my head is in a rush.
Caught up in conflicting emotions with your best friend.
Standing by the car wash.
Texting him and he asks for my friends number
So he can give it to you because you think she's really cute
But what you don't know is she's caught in a bumber
Style anti trust relationship with one of my crazy ex's.
So we get to talking and your actually really cool
Down to earth person with a go getter mood.
We have a connection but there's...
I don't think much of you but my head is in a rush.
Caught up in conflicting emotions with your best friend.
Standing by the car wash.
Texting him and he asks for my friends number
So he can give it to you because you think she's really cute
But what you don't know is she's caught in a bumber
Style anti trust relationship with one of my crazy ex's.
So we get to talking and your actually really cool
Down to earth person with a go getter mood.
We have a connection but there's...
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learn from this boys
A relationship is a dedication
Not a reconciliation
To their best friend.
You don't like someone
And when they say no
Two days later date
Their best friend.
You don't secretly date
them behind someones back.
You don't break their heart
And dump them for
The original girl.
You don't violate the
Origional girl and
Treat her like a sex object.
You don't pretend that
One girl is another
as you cuddle and kiss.
You don't feed her
Empty apologies when she
Dumps you for finding out
The truth. ...
Not a reconciliation
To their best friend.
You don't like someone
And when they say no
Two days later date
Their best friend.
You don't secretly date
them behind someones back.
You don't break their heart
And dump them for
The original girl.
You don't violate the
Origional girl and
Treat her like a sex object.
You don't pretend that
One girl is another
as you cuddle and kiss.
You don't feed her
Empty apologies when she
Dumps you for finding out
The truth. ...
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let me kill myslef
The tears that I've cryed
And the blood I have bled
All for a relationship.
I want to shoot myself in the head.
Your cuddleing
Your kisses
Seem so sweet
But I would rather die in my sleep.
You never learned
from past relationships
Whatever makes you happy.
I want to cut my wrists.
Your sweet words
Same things said to my best friend
Nothing works so well for me to
Want to put my life to an end.
Your not different
You never take things slow.
Show me no respect.
Now the worlds gonna know.
I...
And the blood I have bled
All for a relationship.
I want to shoot myself in the head.
Your cuddleing
Your kisses
Seem so sweet
But I would rather die in my sleep.
You never learned
from past relationships
Whatever makes you happy.
I want to cut my wrists.
Your sweet words
Same things said to my best friend
Nothing works so well for me to
Want to put my life to an end.
Your not different
You never take things slow.
Show me no respect.
Now the worlds gonna know.
I...
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myself
Ill just take these pills
To make me feel alright.
Maybe ill get a headache
or not be able to sleep.
Maybe ill take 7 of each
To make sure I had enough
To get me through these 5 minutes
Before I can go to my room
And cut my wrists.
Just a little longer before
The red droplets can swell
And make beautiful red rivers
Down my arm.
Before they can mix with
My tears from all the crying.
Before I can look in the mirror
And see how fat I am.
Before I can go to the bathroom
and shove my finger into my throat
And throw up...
To make me feel alright.
Maybe ill get a headache
or not be able to sleep.
Maybe ill take 7 of each
To make sure I had enough
To get me through these 5 minutes
Before I can go to my room
And cut my wrists.
Just a little longer before
The red droplets can swell
And make beautiful red rivers
Down my arm.
Before they can mix with
My tears from all the crying.
Before I can look in the mirror
And see how fat I am.
Before I can go to the bathroom
and shove my finger into my throat
And throw up...
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its my own fault
I caused this awkward silence.
I broke the invisible wall.
I wanted to know you more
But I set us up to fall.
Its my fault.
Not yours.
Your innocent.
And I'm a goddamned motherfucker who should burn in hell for all of eternity because I caused you so much pain and confusion. I didn't try to hurt you like I did, but my feelings weren't under control and I couldn't think straight.
I broke the invisible wall.
I wanted to know you more
But I set us up to fall.
Its my fault.
Not yours.
Your innocent.
And I'm a goddamned motherfucker who should burn in hell for all of eternity because I caused you so much pain and confusion. I didn't try to hurt you like I did, but my feelings weren't under control and I couldn't think straight.
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for you
I realize now that
I've gone too far
With my secret little habit.
40 cuts is a little much
When you don't have
A way to hide it.
But its hard to stop
When I know deep down
I caused you physical pain.
I introduced you to the razor
And taught you the cutting game.
I didn't think much of it
Until you told me you cut.
That one straight line of red
Hit me straight in the gut.
I'm a fucking bastard
For putting you in this place
But I will make it right with you
And wipe the tears from your face.
We'll stop this cycle...
I've gone too far
With my secret little habit.
40 cuts is a little much
When you don't have
A way to hide it.
But its hard to stop
When I know deep down
I caused you physical pain.
I introduced you to the razor
And taught you the cutting game.
I didn't think much of it
Until you told me you cut.
That one straight line of red
Hit me straight in the gut.
I'm a fucking bastard
For putting you in this place
But I will make it right with you
And wipe the tears from your face.
We'll stop this cycle...
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father
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everyday poetry
before you blow this off, read what I have to say before you go and ignor me saying "this is not poetry". Poetry can be very structured. It can have virtually no structure. People will read it either way and chances are that one person at least with think "that is poetry". I usually write from inspiration, a thought, a dream. This, my fellow humans, is an example of poetry at its most interesting form. I was texting a person, we shall call him bob, and this occored (I will put it below). I wanted to make it a poem...but I see it as one already. Take a look.
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irony
Isn't it funny how
when your depressed
You remember your happiness
When your happy
You say it won't last
And remember your depression
And when your numb
Your remember neither
Just all the people you hurt
And those who hurt you
when your depressed
You remember your happiness
When your happy
You say it won't last
And remember your depression
And when your numb
Your remember neither
Just all the people you hurt
And those who hurt you
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Fallen angel
You decended from the sky,
left your heaven behind.
You came down to earth,
to steal from mankind.
Your angelic apearence
gave hope to our minds,
little did we know,
you'd leave us more confined.
Face of porcelin,
eyes of gold.
Your delicate hands,
out for us to hold.
But upon the touch
of your body we adore,
we found out iron shackels
were all that was store.
Beaten and abused
at the foot of your bed.
There was no happiness
from the cuts that we bled.
You screamed and raved
at the...
left your heaven behind.
You came down to earth,
to steal from mankind.
Your angelic apearence
gave hope to our minds,
little did we know,
you'd leave us more confined.
Face of porcelin,
eyes of gold.
Your delicate hands,
out for us to hold.
But upon the touch
of your body we adore,
we found out iron shackels
were all that was store.
Beaten and abused
at the foot of your bed.
There was no happiness
from the cuts that we bled.
You screamed and raved
at the...
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The Comeback
I was trapped
under the rubble
of a burnt down house.
Choked on the smoke
that replaced my oxygen.
Smothered out by my own mind
like the fire I smothered in my heart.
Spent time dark and cold.
No light to guide my way.
No hope to see me though.
Yet I did not crumble.
I screamed and lashed
out into the darkness.
Though nobody could hear my pleas.
Though nobody could see my fight.
The struggle went on.
Rebel without a cause.
Rebel without a pause.
Dying on the inside.
On the inside.
I'd come undone....
under the rubble
of a burnt down house.
Choked on the smoke
that replaced my oxygen.
Smothered out by my own mind
like the fire I smothered in my heart.
Spent time dark and cold.
No light to guide my way.
No hope to see me though.
Yet I did not crumble.
I screamed and lashed
out into the darkness.
Though nobody could hear my pleas.
Though nobody could see my fight.
The struggle went on.
Rebel without a cause.
Rebel without a pause.
Dying on the inside.
On the inside.
I'd come undone....
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Mirrored Me...
Take a good look
and what do you see?
An insecure girl
hiding in this world?
Or someone of perfection
with a beautiful reflection?
I hide my true identity
bury it deep inside of me.
On the outside
it seems my self-esteen hasnt died.
That everything is great
and there is nothing to hate.
It seems like Im happy
and life is good to me.
The outside is just a good show
but that is something few people know
The true self of the girl who like a mirror
is one full of pain, self-hate, and fear.
But if...
and what do you see?
An insecure girl
hiding in this world?
Or someone of perfection
with a beautiful reflection?
I hide my true identity
bury it deep inside of me.
On the outside
it seems my self-esteen hasnt died.
That everything is great
and there is nothing to hate.
It seems like Im happy
and life is good to me.
The outside is just a good show
but that is something few people know
The true self of the girl who like a mirror
is one full of pain, self-hate, and fear.
But if...
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