Submissions by maria (Semira)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I just like to write sometimes. I'm not one of the best, but neither am I the worst. I'm sure my writing ability will either get better or worse as I grow.
Pretty
Time is going by pretty fast
Lately I've been having flashbacks of the past
my body so sore
My heart and mind so numb
I guess I'm feeling pretty lonely
I've changed and I feel they don't see me
My soul and body feel no more as one
The monster that I am conceiving
It needs time to grow
So I'm still myself
Though almost somebody else
When I cry I'm holding it all in
I dry my face to hide the shame
I hide when I can't keep control
Times when I'm not so pretty myself
I guess I'm feeling pretty down
...
Lately I've been having flashbacks of the past
my body so sore
My heart and mind so numb
I guess I'm feeling pretty lonely
I've changed and I feel they don't see me
My soul and body feel no more as one
The monster that I am conceiving
It needs time to grow
So I'm still myself
Though almost somebody else
When I cry I'm holding it all in
I dry my face to hide the shame
I hide when I can't keep control
Times when I'm not so pretty myself
I guess I'm feeling pretty down
...
27 reads
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Creepy Thing Me
Where are you
Creepy thing
We used to be so different
We used to be so the same
But now I don't hear your voice
I don't see your shadow
I wonder where you left
A part of me
Connected by a silver thread
Now I'm sure you're content
You floated somewhere far
But I'm daydreaming
Spacing off too often
I know you are afraid
To stand strong, to stay serious
but everything always it changes
And mischeif was for you
A part of the many growing phases
Before is not you now
You must always grow and learn ...
Creepy thing
We used to be so different
We used to be so the same
But now I don't hear your voice
I don't see your shadow
I wonder where you left
A part of me
Connected by a silver thread
Now I'm sure you're content
You floated somewhere far
But I'm daydreaming
Spacing off too often
I know you are afraid
To stand strong, to stay serious
but everything always it changes
And mischeif was for you
A part of the many growing phases
Before is not you now
You must always grow and learn ...
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Asexual?
If one is two
Me talk to me
Talk to me talk to you
I am one
I am two
Let's have a baby
Baby me baby you
Me am you are us is three
You are me
Me is you
We is us
I am me
Me talk to me
Talk to me talk to you
I am one
I am two
Let's have a baby
Baby me baby you
Me am you are us is three
You are me
Me is you
We is us
I am me
34 reads
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Straight Girl
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215 reads
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Crystal Lie
I believe it
Hardly doubt
Crystal's what it's all about
Fill my brain to the brim
Tear it up
Watch it spin
Heart beats fast
So alive
Glassy eyes
Dead inside
Feel my body
Feel it burn
My bones crumble
Still I yearn that sparkle
That lies to me just right
Hardly doubt
Crystal's what it's all about
Fill my brain to the brim
Tear it up
Watch it spin
Heart beats fast
So alive
Glassy eyes
Dead inside
Feel my body
Feel it burn
My bones crumble
Still I yearn that sparkle
That lies to me just right
167 reads
1 Comment
Deep Sleep
A world of sleeping people
And I sleep just as deep as them
The only one awake
Is the one who ask questions
And myself I don't think
Just let things happen
What will it take
I don't really know
But I hope I wake up
Before it's too late
And I sleep just as deep as them
The only one awake
Is the one who ask questions
And myself I don't think
Just let things happen
What will it take
I don't really know
But I hope I wake up
Before it's too late
34 reads
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Self Proclaimed Lesbian
God here I am again
With this glass in my hands
Giving money to my friends
Having sex with strange men
This self proclaimed lesbian
Going straight to hell
Coming up
Then down again
It's not the last chance
To become a greater being
To serve
To be served
If you know what I mean
But my brain feels pretty mush
And I love to see those crystals
Sparkle in the fire
Love how I can never tire
Horrible hours for
a happy house
Got to earn it with your body
And your mouth
Maybe this is the...
With this glass in my hands
Giving money to my friends
Having sex with strange men
This self proclaimed lesbian
Going straight to hell
Coming up
Then down again
It's not the last chance
To become a greater being
To serve
To be served
If you know what I mean
But my brain feels pretty mush
And I love to see those crystals
Sparkle in the fire
Love how I can never tire
Horrible hours for
a happy house
Got to earn it with your body
And your mouth
Maybe this is the...
80 reads
2 Comments
I Believe Something
Feels like
What do I have to offer?
Who is the author?
Am I just a person?
Or is there a reason?
I believe in what I believe in
For a reason
What do I have to offer?
Who is the author?
Am I just a person?
Or is there a reason?
I believe in what I believe in
For a reason
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Cold as Ice
This is painful
The hardening of my heart
I can feel it
My soul being ripped apart
I am crying
I am wishing I was dead
But getting hurt again
That's the one thing I dread
So I'll put on this mask
Not showing how much it hurts
To walk on broken glass
I'll wear my poker face
To protect me not only from the past
But from everything and everyone
To let the world know that I'm done
Done being treated like garbage
With being taken advantage of
Sure, it's immature
But I will not be seen as...
The hardening of my heart
I can feel it
My soul being ripped apart
I am crying
I am wishing I was dead
But getting hurt again
That's the one thing I dread
So I'll put on this mask
Not showing how much it hurts
To walk on broken glass
I'll wear my poker face
To protect me not only from the past
But from everything and everyone
To let the world know that I'm done
Done being treated like garbage
With being taken advantage of
Sure, it's immature
But I will not be seen as...
162 reads
1 Comment
Hungry
I cut
I bleed
Feed me
I need
I need
Give me something
I don't care
Discovered that they're great
My choice
Don't take away
That's not fair
No nothing
I am open wounds
Hungry for more
Body stiff
Body sore
Angry
In the mirror
I can see her
Bad person
Sad
No trust here
Feel always alone
House is empty
Happy
I can't
Undeserved
Hate me
Guilty
Lying traitor
Right under their nose
My fault
Give me something
I'm so hungry
Feed me...
I bleed
Feed me
I need
I need
Give me something
I don't care
Discovered that they're great
My choice
Don't take away
That's not fair
No nothing
I am open wounds
Hungry for more
Body stiff
Body sore
Angry
In the mirror
I can see her
Bad person
Sad
No trust here
Feel always alone
House is empty
Happy
I can't
Undeserved
Hate me
Guilty
Lying traitor
Right under their nose
My fault
Give me something
I'm so hungry
Feed me...
69 reads
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Poof
Maybe you're in a different mindsett
Maybe you're a different person
Or what if
You're not here
You're not reading this
Poof
You don't exist
Nobody can hear you
Still you cry and you SCREAM
Nobody hears your breathing
Nobody hears your heart beating
Nobody sees your tears
Nobody who's gonna' hold you
Protect you from all you fears
And your parents
And your siblings
How you LOVE them so much
They don't care
Who are they?
I don't see them anywhere
Friends?
Who is a...
Maybe you're a different person
Or what if
You're not here
You're not reading this
Poof
You don't exist
Nobody can hear you
Still you cry and you SCREAM
Nobody hears your breathing
Nobody hears your heart beating
Nobody sees your tears
Nobody who's gonna' hold you
Protect you from all you fears
And your parents
And your siblings
How you LOVE them so much
They don't care
Who are they?
I don't see them anywhere
Friends?
Who is a...
37 reads
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yumyack
Stab a stomach
And watch it til they bled to death
Stomp a head
Until there isn't no head left
- Hardyharhar
And watch it til they bled to death
Stomp a head
Until there isn't no head left
- Hardyharhar
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