Submissions by lesbianoutcast (Chey)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Her Eyes...Oh How They Deceive
Her eyes look right through me,
They know what I want to do,
She whispers to me softly,
Let's go to the room.
She grabs a hold of my hand,
And leads me down the hall,
The anticipation is killing me,
So I press her against the wall.
I look down into her eyes,
A tantalizing blue,
My hands wander along her body,
As I say,"Let me make love to you".
With a sigh full of lust,
I knew she was mine,
I can't believe it's happening,
After all this time.
Our clothes start coming off,
Her touch feels like...
They know what I want to do,
She whispers to me softly,
Let's go to the room.
She grabs a hold of my hand,
And leads me down the hall,
The anticipation is killing me,
So I press her against the wall.
I look down into her eyes,
A tantalizing blue,
My hands wander along her body,
As I say,"Let me make love to you".
With a sigh full of lust,
I knew she was mine,
I can't believe it's happening,
After all this time.
Our clothes start coming off,
Her touch feels like...
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Sleep
Alone in the dark,
Alone in my mind,
I search for reason,
That I can never find.
Silent tears fall,
As I hold myself tight,
Promise never to make a noise,
Hope it will all be alright.
A house full of people,
Do I want to reach out?
I hold myself tighter,
They will never see me pout.
A phone full of contacts,
A tight group of friends,
But I am always alone,
Will the sadness ever end?
No matter how much I glue,
I always come apart,
And no one ever hears me,
Not even the one who has my heart.
...
Alone in my mind,
I search for reason,
That I can never find.
Silent tears fall,
As I hold myself tight,
Promise never to make a noise,
Hope it will all be alright.
A house full of people,
Do I want to reach out?
I hold myself tighter,
They will never see me pout.
A phone full of contacts,
A tight group of friends,
But I am always alone,
Will the sadness ever end?
No matter how much I glue,
I always come apart,
And no one ever hears me,
Not even the one who has my heart.
...
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Nothing Left to Fight For
There's nothing left to fight for,
When everything we had is gone,
There's just no point anymore,
When all I try to do is wrong.
I'm giving up this useless fight,
Because you're now with her,
Slowly I disappear from your life,
Nothing more than a blur.
I'm just going to let go of
everything,
So I will no longer feel this pain,
It's not worth it for me to keep,
Fighting a battle with nothing to
gain.
Giving up this fight to keep you,
Will let me be free to heal,
And to have the chance focus on me,
And the...
When everything we had is gone,
There's just no point anymore,
When all I try to do is wrong.
I'm giving up this useless fight,
Because you're now with her,
Slowly I disappear from your life,
Nothing more than a blur.
I'm just going to let go of
everything,
So I will no longer feel this pain,
It's not worth it for me to keep,
Fighting a battle with nothing to
gain.
Giving up this fight to keep you,
Will let me be free to heal,
And to have the chance focus on me,
And the...
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Guardian Angel
Sleep comes easier tonight,
Now that blood is seeping
from my arm,
As my eyelids get heavier,
I feel like I'm finally
where I belong.
Just as I begin to slip
away,
I hear a voice in the dark,
"Why must you do this?
You're breaking my heart."
I fight to open my eyes,
When they are I see an angel,
I mumble weakly to her,
"I'm sorry I'm so unstable."
"Do not worry my child",
She said sweetly by my ear,
"I'm here for you now,
And there's nothing for you
to fear."
The angel...
Now that blood is seeping
from my arm,
As my eyelids get heavier,
I feel like I'm finally
where I belong.
Just as I begin to slip
away,
I hear a voice in the dark,
"Why must you do this?
You're breaking my heart."
I fight to open my eyes,
When they are I see an angel,
I mumble weakly to her,
"I'm sorry I'm so unstable."
"Do not worry my child",
She said sweetly by my ear,
"I'm here for you now,
And there's nothing for you
to fear."
The angel...
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Goodbye
I know I'm not there,
Everyone has made that
pretty clear,
But I can't help that I
love you,
And I can't just make that
disappear.
I understand that you
feel uncertain,
And that's okay,
We're still really young,
Maybe you'll feel what I
do someday.
Please just understand that,
Even though I feel hurt,
I still love you,
And to me you'll always come
first.
I'm sorry it has come to this,
Honestly I thought we'd never
see the end,
I can't ask you to stay,
So I'll just be your friend.
...
Everyone has made that
pretty clear,
But I can't help that I
love you,
And I can't just make that
disappear.
I understand that you
feel uncertain,
And that's okay,
We're still really young,
Maybe you'll feel what I
do someday.
Please just understand that,
Even though I feel hurt,
I still love you,
And to me you'll always come
first.
I'm sorry it has come to this,
Honestly I thought we'd never
see the end,
I can't ask you to stay,
So I'll just be your friend.
...
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Trapped In This Place
I stand in front of the mirror,
Not happy with what I see,
The shattered image of my reflection,
Makes me want to weep.
What has happened to me,
I'm just not the same,
Once a strong, independent girl,
But now that strength is drained.
A face that was once full of joy,
Deep blue eyes without a fret,
My face and eyes are now full of sorrow,
And getting sadder yet.
Why can't I fix this mess,
That I have now become,
I don't like this hatred in my heart,
It's just not any fun.
I step away from the mirror,
Just...
Not happy with what I see,
The shattered image of my reflection,
Makes me want to weep.
What has happened to me,
I'm just not the same,
Once a strong, independent girl,
But now that strength is drained.
A face that was once full of joy,
Deep blue eyes without a fret,
My face and eyes are now full of sorrow,
And getting sadder yet.
Why can't I fix this mess,
That I have now become,
I don't like this hatred in my heart,
It's just not any fun.
I step away from the mirror,
Just...
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My Favorite Pain
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Scars and Cuts
My pale wrist
It was once kissed
Now it's kept away
To hide my dismay
Those blue veins
Took all my pains
The deep hurt;
A lesson I've not yet learnt
By the pale moon
I pray for healing soon
For what was once soft to touch
Is now etched in scars and cuts.
It was once kissed
Now it's kept away
To hide my dismay
Those blue veins
Took all my pains
The deep hurt;
A lesson I've not yet learnt
By the pale moon
I pray for healing soon
For what was once soft to touch
Is now etched in scars and cuts.
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Suicide Letter
There's no easy way to say this,
I just can't take this any longer,
I thought that I could handle it,
Fooled myself into thinking I was
stronger.
As time just kept slipping by,
My outer shell started to fall apart,
I can't focus on life anymore,
When there's no feeling in my heart.
To all of those reading this,
I'm sorry if I caused you pain,
Please don't mourn for me,
I don't deserve it when all I've brought
is shame.
Just know I tried so hard,
To keep myself in line,
But my thoughts they've...
I just can't take this any longer,
I thought that I could handle it,
Fooled myself into thinking I was
stronger.
As time just kept slipping by,
My outer shell started to fall apart,
I can't focus on life anymore,
When there's no feeling in my heart.
To all of those reading this,
I'm sorry if I caused you pain,
Please don't mourn for me,
I don't deserve it when all I've brought
is shame.
Just know I tried so hard,
To keep myself in line,
But my thoughts they've...
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Our World
Our world is just a vessel,
We all inhabit in,
Breaking the laws we've made,
Living a life full of sin.
We walk amongst the damned,
Thinking we are somehow better,
But in reality we're not,
Because this chaos is what we
created together.
We stand around and watch,
As our world just falls apart,
No one doing anything to help,
Because no one left has a heart.
It's all about what we want,
Never about what will save us,
Raging wars going on because,
We want things out of greed and lust.
The...
We all inhabit in,
Breaking the laws we've made,
Living a life full of sin.
We walk amongst the damned,
Thinking we are somehow better,
But in reality we're not,
Because this chaos is what we
created together.
We stand around and watch,
As our world just falls apart,
No one doing anything to help,
Because no one left has a heart.
It's all about what we want,
Never about what will save us,
Raging wars going on because,
We want things out of greed and lust.
The...
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Nothing But A Blur
Broken is the girl,
Who kneels before your feet,
Your power over her,
Is strong and makes her
weep.
She follows you around,
Like your little servant girl,
And you don't even realize the
Pain you've inflicted in her world.
You have her to yourself,
Yet she's not enough for you,
She tries and tries so hard,
But there's nothing in the world she
can do.
This girl who was once,
Just as strong as you,
Is breaking more each day,
Because you're such a damn fool.
Before you can even realize, ...
Who kneels before your feet,
Your power over her,
Is strong and makes her
weep.
She follows you around,
Like your little servant girl,
And you don't even realize the
Pain you've inflicted in her world.
You have her to yourself,
Yet she's not enough for you,
She tries and tries so hard,
But there's nothing in the world she
can do.
This girl who was once,
Just as strong as you,
Is breaking more each day,
Because you're such a damn fool.
Before you can even realize, ...
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f**k You
You tell me that I'm no good,
That I'm just a big mistake,
But bitch you better realize,
That you're the one whose fake.
You sit there and judge me,
As my life just falls apart,
You think all this is funny,
You would, cause you have no heart.
You act like you're better than me,
When in reality you're not,
If you're confused by what I'm saying,
Let me enlighten you on this thought.
At least I have someone who loves me,
While you're all alone at night,
You sit there in the darkness,
Crying cause you know...
That I'm just a big mistake,
But bitch you better realize,
That you're the one whose fake.
You sit there and judge me,
As my life just falls apart,
You think all this is funny,
You would, cause you have no heart.
You act like you're better than me,
When in reality you're not,
If you're confused by what I'm saying,
Let me enlighten you on this thought.
At least I have someone who loves me,
While you're all alone at night,
You sit there in the darkness,
Crying cause you know...
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