Submissions by leavelove_ (murdermara)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
17th May 2014 6:10am
17th May 2014 6:10am
empty 5/17/14 12:48am
What do you know?
What could you possibly know about how I feel?
From the moment I wake up to when I lay down on my pillow, roll over to my side, curl up and stare out the window.
Empty.
Sometimes I cry.
Tears running down the side of my face onto my pillow which is now soaking wet.
These were my nights in the winter.
Now it's summer.
I lived for the summer nights.
I liked being by myself.
Quiet, everyone's asleep.
I'd stay up, laying on top of my made bed just looking up at...
What could you possibly know about how I feel?
From the moment I wake up to when I lay down on my pillow, roll over to my side, curl up and stare out the window.
Empty.
Sometimes I cry.
Tears running down the side of my face onto my pillow which is now soaking wet.
These were my nights in the winter.
Now it's summer.
I lived for the summer nights.
I liked being by myself.
Quiet, everyone's asleep.
I'd stay up, laying on top of my made bed just looking up at...
50 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
10th Jul 2013 8:51am
10th Jul 2013 8:51am
Just read it.
What scares me most is having my truth turned into lies,
my breezy summers by the poolside actually hot desert mirages where I think I see water but even my tears are dry.
I’m afraid to see your face & it be exact opposite of what I was expecting. Don’t get me wrong, believe when I say looks aren’t everything but when you put an image in my head my mind matches it up with personalities like the quick quizzes in classes where definitions actually come in handy.
I’d like to believe you’re everything I thought you were.
You’re perfect for me, as perfect as you found me...
my breezy summers by the poolside actually hot desert mirages where I think I see water but even my tears are dry.
I’m afraid to see your face & it be exact opposite of what I was expecting. Don’t get me wrong, believe when I say looks aren’t everything but when you put an image in my head my mind matches it up with personalities like the quick quizzes in classes where definitions actually come in handy.
I’d like to believe you’re everything I thought you were.
You’re perfect for me, as perfect as you found me...
82 reads
0 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
29th May 2013 00:33am
29th May 2013 00:33am
Cinderella Lost Her Red Bottom Heel (Poetry Snippet)
Cinderella Lost Her Red Bottom Heel, On The Corner Of Hollywood Blvd.
For So Long She Took Chances Gambling Her Love With These Lonely Hearts Flashing Car Lights & Trojan Magnums Like White Flags, It's Sad.
But Cinderella Knew What She Was Doing.
Short Black Skirt With A Sparkly Top, Cropped To Her Fitting. So The Fellas Could See What She Was Putting Out Up Top & Get A Taste Of What Her Thighs Might Feel Like.
And Even When She Felt Like She Was Winning She Was Still Losing & She Felt That Inside Because Even When She Took The Money From The...
For So Long She Took Chances Gambling Her Love With These Lonely Hearts Flashing Car Lights & Trojan Magnums Like White Flags, It's Sad.
But Cinderella Knew What She Was Doing.
Short Black Skirt With A Sparkly Top, Cropped To Her Fitting. So The Fellas Could See What She Was Putting Out Up Top & Get A Taste Of What Her Thighs Might Feel Like.
And Even When She Felt Like She Was Winning She Was Still Losing & She Felt That Inside Because Even When She Took The Money From The...
189 reads
4 Comments
STORY POEM
Published
20th Feb 2013 9:32am
20th Feb 2013 9:32am
That Night, You Blinded Me (Mother)
You Were Gone All Day, Just Like Any Other, So I Wasn't Worried
But When You Came Home Your Breath Smelled Of Liquor,
And It Was Strong Because When You Would Talk The Smell Lingered.
I Haven't Seen You In A Few Days So I Followed You To The Kitchen To Catch Up,
Told You What I've Learned In School & Your Responses Didn't Hold Up.
You Made It Quick,
It Was Brief,
Because You Had Company Awaiting.
It Was A Man, I Was Sure. As You Closed Your Room Door Behind You.
I Went Into Mine & Turned Off The Light, Sat In The Corner & Put My Hand On The...
But When You Came Home Your Breath Smelled Of Liquor,
And It Was Strong Because When You Would Talk The Smell Lingered.
I Haven't Seen You In A Few Days So I Followed You To The Kitchen To Catch Up,
Told You What I've Learned In School & Your Responses Didn't Hold Up.
You Made It Quick,
It Was Brief,
Because You Had Company Awaiting.
It Was A Man, I Was Sure. As You Closed Your Room Door Behind You.
I Went Into Mine & Turned Off The Light, Sat In The Corner & Put My Hand On The...
73 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Dec 2012 3:05pm
22nd Dec 2012 3:05pm
In Love We Trust
I'm Still Contemplating On What It Took For You To Leave. I Didnt Know You Had It In You To Pack Up And Leave, I Got Caught Up And I Misread Signals That Were Pointed Out To Me From The Love You Handed Out, It Made It Hard For Me To Breathe.
I Always Told You Leave,Leave,Leave I Have Back Ups Up My Sleeve But When You Finally Left I Was Dead. I Was In Need. Of Your Love Because It Was Made For No One But Me And The Thought Of Someone Other Than I Having Your Heart Just Put Tears In My Eyes.
They Told Me I'd Be Fine, Because This Happens All The Time, Did You Honestly Think This Would...
I Always Told You Leave,Leave,Leave I Have Back Ups Up My Sleeve But When You Finally Left I Was Dead. I Was In Need. Of Your Love Because It Was Made For No One But Me And The Thought Of Someone Other Than I Having Your Heart Just Put Tears In My Eyes.
They Told Me I'd Be Fine, Because This Happens All The Time, Did You Honestly Think This Would...
153 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
8th Sep 2012 3:17am
8th Sep 2012 3:17am
My True Story. Not Just A Poem.
Aside From The Way I Am On Facebook, The Way I Am On Twitter Or Any Other Social Network. Aside From The Way I Am With People That Know Me. When I'm Alone All I Do Is Lay Down & Cry. I Write Too. My Room Is A Mess. Unfinished Poems & Stories & Letters All Over My Bed, Floor & Desk. When I Go To Bed I Don't Even Clean It Up. I Lay Right On It. My Eyes Are Heavy. When I Look In The Mirror I Don't See Beauty. Not My Looks. But In Myself I Don't See Beauty. It Looks Like My Face Is Losing Color. Like I'm Losing Myself. I Used To Smile All The Time. I Love My Smile, Well I Did....
185 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
5th Sep 2012 1:25am
5th Sep 2012 1:25am
She's Not The Girl For You. I Am...
Seeing You With Her, Couldn't Break My Heart Any More.
You Said That You Belonged To Me! How Could This Be?
Now You're With Her.
My Visions Gone Blur.
Tears In My Eyes, Excuse Me. I Don't Mean To Cry.
But Why Lie?
& Tell Me There's No One Else For You.
Said You Wouldn't Look For Someone Else So What's The Story Now?
She Found You?
I Want To Hate You & Only Hate You,
But I Can't. I Love You Too.
She Couldn't Possibly Love You More Than I Do.
Could She?
Could She Make You Laugh Like I Do?
Or Make You Your Favorite Breakfast Like I...
You Said That You Belonged To Me! How Could This Be?
Now You're With Her.
My Visions Gone Blur.
Tears In My Eyes, Excuse Me. I Don't Mean To Cry.
But Why Lie?
& Tell Me There's No One Else For You.
Said You Wouldn't Look For Someone Else So What's The Story Now?
She Found You?
I Want To Hate You & Only Hate You,
But I Can't. I Love You Too.
She Couldn't Possibly Love You More Than I Do.
Could She?
Could She Make You Laugh Like I Do?
Or Make You Your Favorite Breakfast Like I...
110 reads
1 Comment
STORY POEM
Published
5th Sep 2012 1:09am
5th Sep 2012 1:09am
Another Lost Soul
There She Goes,
Another Lost Soul,
Years & Years Filled With Heartache & Tears...
Wouldn't You Get Tired?
Tired Of Crying & Running Out Of Tears To Cry Some More,
Open Wounds On Her Arms & Scars Down Her Thighs,
"They're All Lies!"
She Screamed As They Took Her Away,
"You Need Help Baby"
Her Boyfriend Replied,
Then She Cried Some More.
Deeper Into The Story,
Now Let Me Explain, She Was Born Into A Very Rich Family & They Left Her All The Money To Gain.
See, Her Boyfriend? Very Abusive Man,
He'd...
Another Lost Soul,
Years & Years Filled With Heartache & Tears...
Wouldn't You Get Tired?
Tired Of Crying & Running Out Of Tears To Cry Some More,
Open Wounds On Her Arms & Scars Down Her Thighs,
"They're All Lies!"
She Screamed As They Took Her Away,
"You Need Help Baby"
Her Boyfriend Replied,
Then She Cried Some More.
Deeper Into The Story,
Now Let Me Explain, She Was Born Into A Very Rich Family & They Left Her All The Money To Gain.
See, Her Boyfriend? Very Abusive Man,
He'd...
114 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Sep 2012 4:03pm
2nd Sep 2012 4:03pm
Untitled
You Said You Loved Me & Never Leave Lone,
Said You'd Be My Friend Even After We Were Done.
Where Did I Go Wrong? Ill Take It All Back,
I Want To Say I'm Sorry, But, You're Really Gone.
Hope You're Doing Alright, Hope Your Sons Doing Fine.
Hope Your Mothers Okay,
You Know, Without You I Feel Like Dying.
The Life Has Been Sucked Out Of Me & Now I Don't Know How To Breathe.
I'm Sitting In The Rain Crying, So Nobody Realizes.
This Pain Is Like No Other,
How Do I Live While I'm Missing Another Part Of Me?
I'm Missing You,
Now I See, That I...
Said You'd Be My Friend Even After We Were Done.
Where Did I Go Wrong? Ill Take It All Back,
I Want To Say I'm Sorry, But, You're Really Gone.
Hope You're Doing Alright, Hope Your Sons Doing Fine.
Hope Your Mothers Okay,
You Know, Without You I Feel Like Dying.
The Life Has Been Sucked Out Of Me & Now I Don't Know How To Breathe.
I'm Sitting In The Rain Crying, So Nobody Realizes.
This Pain Is Like No Other,
How Do I Live While I'm Missing Another Part Of Me?
I'm Missing You,
Now I See, That I...
110 reads
2 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
2nd Sep 2012 3:43pm
2nd Sep 2012 3:43pm
Seductive Virgin Pt.2
I Am A Seductive Virgin.
I Will Tease You & Leave You Just For My Satisfaction.
Just Imagine, You & Me,
My Golden Legs, Spread As You Enter Me.
See, I Don't Plan On Giving You What You Want From Me, But I'll Give You A Fantasy,
A Fantasy Of What We Could Be & What We'd Do But We Won't.
Beg Me, "Baby Please" But Ill Say "Nope"
With A Smile On My Face As I Watch You Stiffen,
Don't You Wish I Would Let You In?
I Don't Plan On Giving You Satisfaction,
I Am A Seductive Virgin.
I Will Tease You & Leave You Just For My Satisfaction.
Just Imagine, You & Me,
My Golden Legs, Spread As You Enter Me.
See, I Don't Plan On Giving You What You Want From Me, But I'll Give You A Fantasy,
A Fantasy Of What We Could Be & What We'd Do But We Won't.
Beg Me, "Baby Please" But Ill Say "Nope"
With A Smile On My Face As I Watch You Stiffen,
Don't You Wish I Would Let You In?
I Don't Plan On Giving You Satisfaction,
I Am A Seductive Virgin.
640 reads
4 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
1st Sep 2012 11:09am
1st Sep 2012 11:09am
Misread Signals
Such A Pretty Young Thing She Was,
Perfect Curved Body.
Her Skin So Soft, I Had To Touch Her, Maybe.
She'd Smile At Me & I'd Come To Thinking She Wanted Me Too.
I Wanted You & You Couldn't See Me As Anything More Than A Friend...
How Long Has It Been? Since I Last Passed Your Mind?
Months, Days, Seconds,
Im Laying In Bed As The Time Flies By.
He Treats Her Like Nothing, I Could Treat Her Better!
But Im Just Another Kind Soul Left Behind.
Hes Perfect. Too Perfect For Me.
Im Sitting Thinking If He'd Ever Say Something To Me.
I Smile At...
Perfect Curved Body.
Her Skin So Soft, I Had To Touch Her, Maybe.
She'd Smile At Me & I'd Come To Thinking She Wanted Me Too.
I Wanted You & You Couldn't See Me As Anything More Than A Friend...
How Long Has It Been? Since I Last Passed Your Mind?
Months, Days, Seconds,
Im Laying In Bed As The Time Flies By.
He Treats Her Like Nothing, I Could Treat Her Better!
But Im Just Another Kind Soul Left Behind.
Hes Perfect. Too Perfect For Me.
Im Sitting Thinking If He'd Ever Say Something To Me.
I Smile At...
105 reads
0 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
16th Jul 2012 00:40am
16th Jul 2012 00:40am
Seductive Virgin (From A Mans Point Of View)
813 reads
1 Comment
DU Poetry : Submissions by leavelove_ (murdermara)