Submissions by kmart2013
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DRUGS POEM
Published
19th Oct 2013 6:09am
19th Oct 2013 6:09am
trying to vent
t was a cold winter night, when I had to learn to fight.
To fight for my innocence, and fight for my right...
To not be brought in to his devilish sins...
but yet he FORCED me, forced me to give in.
He held me by the neck, and held my arms down..
He pulled down my pants, &I couldn't make a sound..
He stuck it in deep, and the evil would seep, into my life..
Making it evil&full of strife.
His friends thought it was funny, they even offered me money..
but they gave me my reward, it came in a little tiny sword..
a sword called a needle, but it...
To fight for my innocence, and fight for my right...
To not be brought in to his devilish sins...
but yet he FORCED me, forced me to give in.
He held me by the neck, and held my arms down..
He pulled down my pants, &I couldn't make a sound..
He stuck it in deep, and the evil would seep, into my life..
Making it evil&full of strife.
His friends thought it was funny, they even offered me money..
but they gave me my reward, it came in a little tiny sword..
a sword called a needle, but it...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
19th Oct 2013 6:08am
19th Oct 2013 6:08am
ALilPersonal
I don't exactly know how to put this in the right words..
but here it goes....
I feel like everything I've worked so hard to get,
is gong to nothing, all going to shit.
Even though I look glad, my heart is actually sad.
You don't ever seem to realize, what truly lies behind my eyes.
I have a world of pain, that makes it hard for me to stay sane.
You don't understand, and you never will.
Shit, even I don't know why I'm sad still..
I try to smile&try to be happy..
but deep down inside, I always feel crappy.
I tried so hard to make...
but here it goes....
I feel like everything I've worked so hard to get,
is gong to nothing, all going to shit.
Even though I look glad, my heart is actually sad.
You don't ever seem to realize, what truly lies behind my eyes.
I have a world of pain, that makes it hard for me to stay sane.
You don't understand, and you never will.
Shit, even I don't know why I'm sad still..
I try to smile&try to be happy..
but deep down inside, I always feel crappy.
I tried so hard to make...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
12th Jul 2013 1:59am
12th Jul 2013 1:59am
Depression.
I don't know if I can find the right words to say; but sometimes i just want to run away.
My lifes no longer bad; so why the fuck do I still feel sad??
Sometimes i break down & cry; because I realize that everything I know is a lie.
Every word that goes through my mind; reminds me of what I left behind.
When the anxiety comes & takes over my life; It makes me wish I never snatched the knife.
The horrible thoughts of my old idol; make me sad & suicidal.
Will I be punished for all of my sins? Will I ever get over this battle within??
Am I going to...
My lifes no longer bad; so why the fuck do I still feel sad??
Sometimes i break down & cry; because I realize that everything I know is a lie.
Every word that goes through my mind; reminds me of what I left behind.
When the anxiety comes & takes over my life; It makes me wish I never snatched the knife.
The horrible thoughts of my old idol; make me sad & suicidal.
Will I be punished for all of my sins? Will I ever get over this battle within??
Am I going to...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
28th Jun 2013 9:53pm
28th Jun 2013 9:53pm
4/2003
I saw all your bruises our final days;
when I asked what happened, I remember you turned away.
ashamed and scared, but you just knew I cared.
You broke down in tears;&I told you I was there.
I remember your words '' please don't tell my secret'' & that's when I promised that I would always keep it.
He fuckin'murdered you, in cold blood&no one gave a fuck. you left us behind&sad, while some were heartbroken&mad...
I was alone&scared but who there to care???
I had her back&she had mine, so why did you take her? ...
when I asked what happened, I remember you turned away.
ashamed and scared, but you just knew I cared.
You broke down in tears;&I told you I was there.
I remember your words '' please don't tell my secret'' & that's when I promised that I would always keep it.
He fuckin'murdered you, in cold blood&no one gave a fuck. you left us behind&sad, while some were heartbroken&mad...
I was alone&scared but who there to care???
I had her back&she had mine, so why did you take her? ...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
10th May 2013 1:38am
10th May 2013 1:38am
Always&Forever
I cant tell you what these feelings are,
or why your heart has soo many scars.
your life is so bad,
you have every right to be sad.
it happened over night
like love at first sight.
you found a new friend
that made you happy again.
the feeling of hope the feeling of trust..
someday you'd realize it was the feeling of lust.
you'd leave all your friends for the new friendship that had began.
i'll tell you this once & maybe once more,
this new friend is a drug you'll always adore.
you cant ever get away;
you'll be with her,...
or why your heart has soo many scars.
your life is so bad,
you have every right to be sad.
it happened over night
like love at first sight.
you found a new friend
that made you happy again.
the feeling of hope the feeling of trust..
someday you'd realize it was the feeling of lust.
you'd leave all your friends for the new friendship that had began.
i'll tell you this once & maybe once more,
this new friend is a drug you'll always adore.
you cant ever get away;
you'll be with her,...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
8th May 2013 2:39am
8th May 2013 2:39am
where are you now??
Her pants don't fit anymore;
as her worn out jaw rots to the floor.
Caused by the drug she'll always adore;
but it only leaves her lonely and sore.
&in the end she always wants more;
its made her completely gone&poor..
&sick;rotten to the core.
She will lose herself;
not give a fuck about her health.
her own kids don't know her;
&when they come around they leave heartbroken&hurt.
her ''man'' makes her cry&every word that leaves his mouth is a lie.
he puts his addicted hands on her;leaves her more...
as her worn out jaw rots to the floor.
Caused by the drug she'll always adore;
but it only leaves her lonely and sore.
&in the end she always wants more;
its made her completely gone&poor..
&sick;rotten to the core.
She will lose herself;
not give a fuck about her health.
her own kids don't know her;
&when they come around they leave heartbroken&hurt.
her ''man'' makes her cry&every word that leaves his mouth is a lie.
he puts his addicted hands on her;leaves her more...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
6th Feb 2013 4:37am
6th Feb 2013 4:37am
the life of Crystal.
there once was a woman who sat alone, for she was the reason of a broken home.
She burned her trailor down, nearly blew up the town.
drowned her kids in the pool, and played the law like a fool.
her husband had left her lonely and sad, but there was only one reason this woman went mad.
some call it ice and it starts out so nice.
but she'll always go back, with her eyes of black.
losing everyone around, she'd never come down from her infamous high... but she'd soon want to die.
she'd run out of money for her idiotic hobby.
she'd continue to sin until it finally...
She burned her trailor down, nearly blew up the town.
drowned her kids in the pool, and played the law like a fool.
her husband had left her lonely and sad, but there was only one reason this woman went mad.
some call it ice and it starts out so nice.
but she'll always go back, with her eyes of black.
losing everyone around, she'd never come down from her infamous high... but she'd soon want to die.
she'd run out of money for her idiotic hobby.
she'd continue to sin until it finally...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
12th Jun 2012 9:58pm
12th Jun 2012 9:58pm
help.
after cries for help,
that dont even matter anymore.
after 5/6 years of hell itself,
i return to the race of life.
i turn my back on all good.
im unbreakable.
on top of the world.
this has been a looong dance with the devil. and everyday
after every hit, i say a silent promise.
''never again.. this is the last time, im not gonna do this to myself anymore... ''
..... then the high goes away. and im left with nothing all
over again.. the only thing there is the devil.
so i jump back to his side..
i dont need the curse i...
that dont even matter anymore.
after 5/6 years of hell itself,
i return to the race of life.
i turn my back on all good.
im unbreakable.
on top of the world.
this has been a looong dance with the devil. and everyday
after every hit, i say a silent promise.
''never again.. this is the last time, im not gonna do this to myself anymore... ''
..... then the high goes away. and im left with nothing all
over again.. the only thing there is the devil.
so i jump back to his side..
i dont need the curse i...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
12th Jun 2012 9:20pm
12th Jun 2012 9:20pm
never-ending darkness.
tears runing down my face.
just lookng for that right place.
a place to stay at night,
while i stare at walls in fright.
everyone is gone.
will someone please carry on?
no. its not that easy,
makes girls turn sleezy..
she's there in your darkest hours,
she's there throughtout your sorrows..
you think you got her beat?
give it a week, you'll be back at her feet..
begging for that high,
no matter how bad you wanna die.
everyone i know is addicted to this shit,
everyone is always asking me for a hit.
one life one...
just lookng for that right place.
a place to stay at night,
while i stare at walls in fright.
everyone is gone.
will someone please carry on?
no. its not that easy,
makes girls turn sleezy..
she's there in your darkest hours,
she's there throughtout your sorrows..
you think you got her beat?
give it a week, you'll be back at her feet..
begging for that high,
no matter how bad you wanna die.
everyone i know is addicted to this shit,
everyone is always asking me for a hit.
one life one...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
4th May 2012 4:16am
4th May 2012 4:16am
crossroads.
when you come down the path of life, you come to crossroads..
its up to YOU to make the choice of grabbing a needle and sticking it in your arm, its up to YOU to spend your last 120 bucks on an 8ball..
yea,every drug addict (ex drug addict, whatever) knows EXACTLY what im talking about.
in 6th grade i took my first hit of weed, ehh it was pretty great at first.. then about a year later i tried cocaine.. it was ok to just do a couple times every couple months... but not gonna start using it , well thats what i told myself. five years later i look back and realized.. wtf...
its up to YOU to make the choice of grabbing a needle and sticking it in your arm, its up to YOU to spend your last 120 bucks on an 8ball..
yea,every drug addict (ex drug addict, whatever) knows EXACTLY what im talking about.
in 6th grade i took my first hit of weed, ehh it was pretty great at first.. then about a year later i tried cocaine.. it was ok to just do a couple times every couple months... but not gonna start using it , well thats what i told myself. five years later i look back and realized.. wtf...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
19th Feb 2012 11:31pm
19th Feb 2012 11:31pm
relapse.
here i am, all over again.
writing, trying to release this pain.
i snorted some coke last night,
and walked home completly scared out of my mind.
first time in a while.
the devil was with me the very second i snorted it.
im not kidding you he was there. i saw him i talked to him,
it was the scariest thing thats ever happened to me.
god was there too, but the power of the devil was much
stronger than gods. but i know gods protecting me. cause if he
wasnt i would be dead.
im never ever ever touching another drug again.
if i...
writing, trying to release this pain.
i snorted some coke last night,
and walked home completly scared out of my mind.
first time in a while.
the devil was with me the very second i snorted it.
im not kidding you he was there. i saw him i talked to him,
it was the scariest thing thats ever happened to me.
god was there too, but the power of the devil was much
stronger than gods. but i know gods protecting me. cause if he
wasnt i would be dead.
im never ever ever touching another drug again.
if i...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
15th Feb 2012 4:07am
15th Feb 2012 4:07am
white girl.
never have i ever wanted anything this bad..
i just wish, wish i had it in hand..
the cocaine to my brain, destroys and causes pain.
but yet i still come around, why cant i put it down.
even when i sleep i think about it.
and when i dont have it, i cause a fit.
shes there everywhere i go, the worst thing ive ever known.
i want to stop thinking about it,
but i end up taking a hit.
its like i cant get away,
the only reason to wake the next day.
i hope no one is as bad as me, but shit i cant help it,
i cant let it be. i dont want it...
i just wish, wish i had it in hand..
the cocaine to my brain, destroys and causes pain.
but yet i still come around, why cant i put it down.
even when i sleep i think about it.
and when i dont have it, i cause a fit.
shes there everywhere i go, the worst thing ive ever known.
i want to stop thinking about it,
but i end up taking a hit.
its like i cant get away,
the only reason to wake the next day.
i hope no one is as bad as me, but shit i cant help it,
i cant let it be. i dont want it...
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