Submissions by jordi

It's all bad...

I can hear God calling my name

I'm the only one to blame

Now I'm hear with this rifle next to my

Brain

And its just... It's all bad.

I'm trying to keep my hopes high

Maybe in heaven I'll be able to fly

This is where my plan falls through

I ask God for forgivness

For the things I'm 'bout to do

It's all bad..

I mean this pain is all too

Real

At this moment my

Fate is sealed

God if you can hear my plea

Please help me to see
...

Take my hand and follow me.

I love you more than I can dream.

As we walk along on this beach please listen.

The sunlight hits the water just right and it glistens.

So many things I know can go wrong.

Just know this won’t take long.



As I take your hand in mine

All I can think is please be the right time.

That would be the one thing that I fear.

My heart pounds so loud I think you can hear.

I say “I love you” one more time.

God you were the perfect find.



Finally I drop...

Oh me oh my; I think this is the end.

Oh how much I have sinned.

What would it matter if just for one night

I put my gloves down and ended the fight?

Just to close my tired eyes

And say good-bye.



As I hold this gun heavy with lead

I think back to how much I have bled

I speak to myself: “Am I even sane?”

No, a sane person doesn’t feel this much pain.



My eyes shut and I sing a lovely tune.

Then I count down in my head

THREE...

TWO...

ONE...
...